when is it time for hospital

@Former-Member

this pain is taking alot of out of me. its annoying. they said they are trying to rush the results but it can still take a minimum of 5 working days to get a result. itll only have been 3 days since it was sent off so it probably wont be there as it still has to actually get there get studied then get results sent back. im not expecting results on friday but it would be nice if not itll have to wait until next friday

@outlander,OK but you know if you don't hear by early next week eg: doctor wants to see you,you know you are in the clear.

i hope so @Former-Member i really hope so

Hi @PeppiPatty
as I said on the hot chocolate thread my story is long and complicated so will just give you the run down.

Im a 20yr old female who is a full time carer for my pop, work as a farmhand a few hours each day, and also am a primary carer for my 2 younger sisters. Im also currently studying as well.
Ive had multpile hospital admissions for being mentally unstable. This has all really started only over the past 6 months.
I have been diagnosed with multiple health issues over the past year inlcuding sciatica, slipped disk, disk degeneration, a form of HPV from being sexually abused for months (in another thread of its own will tag if you want), and a form of scoliosis.
I have been diagnosed with complex PTSD from the SA and a dog attack, severe gad with some health anxiety, severe depression, and borderline personality disorder.
I had a freak riding accident which sent me to hospital with injuries and set my mental health being really unstable, a recent car accident left me with bad whiplash and aweek of migraines. Im recovered from that now and now currently had a surgical removal of a mole that they suspect is a melanoma and am dealing with 8 sutures atm.
My mother and her bf are about to leave me with full responsibility of my 2 younger siblings for 5 days without much support at all. So im dealing with these at the moment.

So right now my main aim is to stay away from SH urges and control suicidal idealation, take it easy so I dont destroy the gps work, getting through the pain and itch of these sutures, awaiting results and getting through the next 5 days while mum is away.

I think thats all of it...
feel free to ask questions...

i think im about to flip my shite!!!!!!!!!!!!

@outlanderit's ok, stay to stay calm, do some breathing, get a hot drink, or do something else to distract yourself. There is a lot going on for you right now. I know you are really struggling, but we are all here by your side @Former-Member @Former-Member