when is it time for hospital

Aww thats such a priviledge @Former-Member thank you! Im really glad your like him. They have a weird shape dont hey. Look like a tiger but a dog plus a fox thingy. Strange little creatures they are.

Hey @MDT
yeah its been a rough few days. Think ive still got a few painful days ahead of me unfortunatley but I did not only get into a car but I drove one. I wasnt ready but I had to be. I went out shopping after I had a rest too. So ive had 3 car trips in one day. And thanks
I seen you had some awesome news. Im so proud! All your hard work is finally paying off hey

@Former-Memberthats really good. Good on you for not only doing a refresher course but also beng around people which I know you dont like. Your not inadequate and your not a fraud either. And of course I think your beatiful!

@Sans911is this late enough for you..... I had a few hours rest...

@soul@Owlunar@Queenie@Ant7@Shaz51@Former-Member@Former-Memberthank you heaps for your support too it means a whole heap

I ended up going shopping for an hour as well. It was ok but after about 20 minutes I found myself getting really irritated and wanted to get out of there. My head started to hurt again and my earache keeps coming back. Im finding that when im in a car whether im driving or not im getting really irritated and I just want to get where im going so I can get out. Im still driving safely but I can feel my anxiety really rising...

I hope this whiplash/concussion stuff eases up soon. I hate having constant headache and earache despite pain relief, Im still finding I get blurry vision and confused and upset easily as well as still getting big waves of nausea too

Thanks nothing like like a beautiful old loser spinster with cats @outlander! Lol.I am really tired but.I was with people I don't know,worried when going down I'd be with someone there I don't get along with or like, or know.When I walked in too I panicked.The introductions were going on and the teacher was asking their occupation.I did not want to be out in that position to say I'm a old loser,and thankfully I just had to say my name.Everyone else was a teacher, or worked.I hoped no one would ask what I did.

I do feel like a fraud,and I do feel inadequate.It makes me realize the impact of my weaknesses on a life "less than "others.I feel due to my life and long term mental health and unemployment I have gaps in my life.

Thanks @Sans911,it was good to focus on something else and check part of something,but I can't help feeling less than everyone else at times.

Talk tomorrow.Im pretty tired.💕

@Former-MemberI still think you did a really great job. You got through two scary things all in one and its not easy to do so well done. Lil youve had it really rough and techniqcally you do work. Your a carer for your mum. And your not inadequate at all, not to me your not

@Sans911

my precious sister, im sorry youve had such a rough day yourself. Is your cat ok?
At elast you got there in the end hey. I cant turn my phone off in case of emergencies but I do set time aside where im not on it and choose not to answer phone calls. Its hard to look at a screen for a long time so apologise if im slow getting abck to you. I see my gp tomorrow she might be able to help with a bit of thi pain as pan**ol isnt working for me.

Do they have any suspicions about whats causing your pain in your stomach? Im sorry your in so much pain. I understand I wish something would ease up and I redid my stupid ankle earlier too but I realised just how weak it is because it hurt when I redid it but it didnt last long. Its so weak and the tendons and things are already so strecthed it didnt really do anything when I slipped.

My drawings whats been keeping me going during those hospital visits as well. I had nothing to do and drawing for me is soemthing I enjoy when im in the right mood so I tend to turn to that