when is it time for hospital

Yes @outlander - you are drowning in your mother's mess and she is taking it out on you - and saving up so you can live in a caravan sounds like a good idea

I am resting up today - it's nearly time to take some more tablets - and I have cleaned my kitchen - which had yesterday's shopping everywhere - and dishes in the sink - you know what can happen I am sure

And my toe is fine - the new nail is growing up from the bottom and the deep hole the hooked nail had made in my toe has healed over - I didn't know how bad that was until it started to heal

One of the sure things in life - and there are very few really - is that the future will eventually get here - and things will be better - I know they will because you are thinking your way toward it as hard as it is right now

Dec

Ohhh areyou ok @Sans911 , sending you hugs my friend

Passive-resistance @Faith-and-Hope - yes - that's what I think - I just had the name wrong

I was like that with my mother - most of the time I let her bitchiness go past me - but I think I have a "face" that I never thought about at the time - but I think I shut my mother out

It is so hard for @outlander right now - but you have to put up with WH and his weird stuff and being passively resistive would have to be the obly way to deal with this

Life can be really hard for some people

mmmmm - not good at all

Dec

Hi cutie!@outlander!,we all want to live,anyone who is on this website would have a consensus on what the most important thing in life is....To be happy.I can't remember a time when, because to be happy I know underneath there is my sadness.And my life experiences I lost somewhere the belief in myself and without that I know I am struggling.At the moment I'm on here because I am having "a moment", realizing my mother would probably be better off without me.We all love you here because you still have your spirit,hang onto it whether it's walking away when you hear someone put you down to cover their own inferiorities,or just saying "I need my own time today". It's these small steps that are important to live for tomorrow.🌼