when is it time for hospital

Thank you @Sans911
It means alot to me ❤❤❤
I feel like death warmed up at the moment
Ive got so much going on for a 20yr old including possible osteoarthritis in my neck. Ill be getting it if i dont already have it within the next few yrs because of an injury. And now my foots really got me 😞
I cant win. I feel old and worn out

@Former-Member it occurred nearly everyday for a few months. It wasnt just at night actually it was always of an arvo. And if it wasnt sex it was other things. Use your imagination im sure youll get ideas esp thinking of teens these days. Invluding making me watch dirty films. 'Shudder shudder shudder'
Love you too ❤💓

@Former-Member its page 4 march 9 by a former member as i left then came back. About halfway down the page. Long lost

@outlander, just dropping by & I'm hoping at this hour you are getting some restful sleep. The same is evading me, and I'm now getting to know anxious as I'm working in 6hours! Anyway, I said I was watching over you, and I am. Try to put the abuse behind you now; it can't hurt you any more. I know it's hard, really hard. But you are not a victim anymore. You are a survivor, a beautiful, brave & strong survivor who's live is worth living, who deserves to be here as much as anyone. Who has a purpose in life, besides being a servant at others whims who has a potentially amazing, wonderful, exciting & fulfilling life ahead of her. Sleep a restful sleep my angel, & I hope in time the days are easier for you. 💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕😇

Morning @Sans911
Thank you for watching over me 😇😇😇😇😇😇
Im sorry you were up at that hour though.
Thankfully i was sleeping not peacefully but sleeping. Thanks again for watching over 😇❤❤❤

@eth yes we are survivors 💓❤❤ 💓

Ive got my gp today. Im not telling her how ive been she will send me to hospital. But i will be asking about my foot. This pain is unbearablr and its not the first time its been like this.

Thanks @soul ❤❤❤
Hope your doing ok ❤

Nope cant do it
I cant do it
Cant cant
The tension in this house is through the roof.
I cant take it
I cant handle it
Mum wont look at me or talk to me and if she does she is angry towards me

I can see last night why she was angry or upset or whatever and i know shes trying to organise something for a few weeks time. I wish one of my friends had of at least responded saying they were organising something. But they didnt not that i know of. I find it rude really. But i know where they are coming from. They dont like her and cant get along with her. But still.

I am more lonley than ever now. Its like i cant turn anywhere. Im just in a small squshed box hardly breathing. And even while im in this box stacked under neath a pile of crap and out of everyone's way i still cant do right.
I had no idea about any if this till last night. When i started getting talked at not to over msgs with a heap of shite. Mums cranky at me. No ones talking to me. I wanted to make things right. I got both sides of the story and my friends side is what im getting and living. Its screwed up.
Im screwed up.
I cant do this
I cant do it