this RANT is kinda a rant plus what ive noticed in my change in behaviour but i cant explain why so maybe some one can shed some light on it @Anony18@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@CherryBomb@Former-Member
- I want to be normal
- im grateful for the thing in my life but i always wonder what more is out there besides what is right here in front of me
- i want to try new things
- i want friends in life form
- im so frsutrated at myself
- as bad as it sounds i want to be a norml teenager and have the one night stands and go clubbing and meet new people
- ive noticed more risk taking lately from myself as well like speeding- only when im in the car alone
- i want to be able to have a tanty and not have so many repercussions of it
- i dont want to have to go to the gp every week if not twice a week
- i dont want to be itchy down there
- i dont want all these health problems- besides ahving routine exams such as the pap smear and breast exam i dont want to go and even then i dont want to go but atm not much choice
i jsut want to be normal
i want to be a human and not robot
i dont want so many demands put on me
i want some sort of help
i want to just explode and have a family meeting and just literally jsut let rip
yesterday set me off- mum says if no ones giong to help clean the hosue then im not going to do it either. im going to clean it up today adn then i want yous (me and pop and sisters) to pitch in and jsut help out abit to keep the hosue tidy- my first thought- youve got to eb kidding me am i invisible and then second thought was ok thats sound fair it means ill get some help around the house as well. but what did she do through the day you ask- NOTHING- NO CLEANING NOTHING! so it left me doing it again