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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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I dont want anythign to be wrong but I feel like such a dummy because there isnt anything wrong if that makes sense -- Yes that makes sense @outlander xx

because I have had blood tst for my aches and pains , and they have come back good and the specialist said you don`t get aches and pains when you have kidney disease ,but I still have the aches and pains

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Hi @outlander - you are not a dummy. You are just concern about your own health and hence the question. I am sure the nurse knows and will not think you are lying at all. She probably is trying to reassure you.

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@ouulander .... people go for what is called a "battery of tests" all the time for very real symptoms and the tests all come back clear. This is a common experience. I understand it has made you feel uncomfortable, and I have felt uncomfortable when it has happened to me ..... that is a common experience too ..... but we pull on our big girl pants Coa there is nothing else TO do ..... and suck up that momentary feeling of embarrassment, and just like I am with you now, we tell ourselves it's okay .... this happens to people all the time ..... and if you're like me then you would probably go and buy an iced coffee with a piece of carrot cake and help yourself get over the moment by chilling out a bit.

Those feelings will pass .... it's okay to feel them and good to acknowledge that's how you're feeling, because we matter and our feelings are important.

Hugs .... 💙💕

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Will reply to you guy @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Anony18



I think i need a rant though
I'm sure sick of it by now

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RANT away @outlander - am just catching up on the posts.

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@Shaz51
I dont like being sick for no good reason esp when its 24/7 that im trying not to throw anything up

@Anony18
it was my gp that I was speaking to and I dont trust her as much as my nurse but I guess I have to trust her, she hasnt done anything to not trust her. When I see my nurse I dont have to see my gp and I have to see them either one at least once a week to check in while im getting things done and mnitoring medications that im going of then going onto other ones.


@Faith-and-Hope
I hope I dont have to go through too mnay mre battery of tests
I know that ill be having a clinical breast exam but other than that no other tests as yet
yep big girl pants are on all the time unfortunatley
I hope the feelings pass oon enough

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Will reply to you guy @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Anony18
I think i need a rant though, rant away my awesome friend @outlander xx

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No one likes being sick whether for a good reason or not @outlander

It must be hard not trusting your GP. I think some people just come across more trusting than others and you have the right to feel that way. It is human nature and sometimes our instincts prove us right.

Do you have exciting plans on the weekend? Other than GP how has your day been?

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thanks @Shaz51

@Anony18

i just trust my nurse more. ive known her for longer as well that might have something to do with it

nope no exciting plans ecept watching the kids

other than gp- busy busy busy and feeling like crap i had 22 things to do today and got most of it done as well

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this RANT is kinda a rant plus what ive noticed in my change in behaviour but i cant explain why so maybe some one can shed some light on it @Anony18@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@CherryBomb@Former-Member

  • I want to be normal
  • im grateful for the thing in my life but i always wonder what more is out there besides what is right here in front of me
  • i want to try new things
  • i want friends in life form
  • im so frsutrated at myself
  • as bad as it sounds i want to be a norml teenager and have the one night stands and go clubbing and meet new people
  • ive noticed more risk taking lately from myself as well like speeding- only when im in the car alone
  • i want to be able to have a tanty and not have so many repercussions of it
  • i dont want to have to go to the gp every week if not twice a week
  • i dont want to be itchy down there
  • i dont want all these health problems- besides ahving routine exams such as the pap smear and breast exam i dont want to go and even then i dont want to go but atm not much choice

i jsut want to be normal

i want to be a human and not robot

i dont want so many demands put on me

i want some sort of help

i want to just explode and have a family meeting and just literally jsut let rip

yesterday set me off- mum says if no ones giong to help clean the hosue then im not going to do it either. im going to clean it up today adn then i want yous (me and pop and sisters) to pitch in and jsut help out abit to keep the hosue tidy- my first thought- youve got to eb kidding me am i invisible and then second thought was ok thats sound fair it means ill get some help around the house as well. but what did she do through the day you ask- NOTHING- NO CLEANING NOTHING! so it left me doing it again

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