oh yeah... ok the forms.. can understand now. What you need to think about is the sessions you are trying to get will help you. So although the forms are really horrible, the sessions will help you in the long run. It is so much better to be pro-active and empower yourself against these things and you are making enormous strides to do that. I am very proud of you for doing these things. Sometimes we have to go through discomfort before we get the breakthroughs. But if we don't do the proactive things to get there, we never can.
YOu should be really proud of yourself, this week you have done so many really pro-active things. Super impressive. Do you even know what they are? @outlander
Maybe you need to do the highllight of the day thread... so you can keep count of the really great things you are achieving lately.