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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Mazarita @Owlunar @Former-Member @Adge @Spookytookims @CheerBear @Former-Member @Shaz51
i was lil-caterpillar
im back..... i think.....
im just treading very very lightly at the moment
but id like to let you know that i have read what you wrote on my other threads and i appreciate your kind words and for thinking of me even after i left here 
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
ok my friend @Former-Member xx
if you want to chat anytime , maybe talk on one of your threads about it , but no pressure my friend
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Anony18Senior Contributor
@Owlunar - big hugs xx
@outlander - how are you today? Am currently really up and down. Couldn't sleep well.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
@Former-Memberyou can talk on here. It might be on enjoying time with others but it has turned into a lot more than that incuding plenty of rants so you can chat on here too. Mohill I always try to say good morning to everyone. Your often in my thoughts too even though I dont 'speak' as much with you as much as others. I hope you start to feel abit more perky as the day goes one.
Yeah @Shaz51 yeah the owners are away this weekend but they are back on monday so will speak to her then
@Former-Member
yeah I know they are toxic but I literally have to deal with them everyday as they are in my horse paddock and even though I try my best to avoid them they always seem to be there when im there. I dont think im much worth as a person or being on here. I debate whether I shoud have kept myself deleted when I deleted myself.
Im already loosing interest in the horses and this is hard enough
ive been bullied before and this is stirring up memories of that and guess what it was over- it was when I sat down my pants slipped down abit as I was sitting. So I was bullied for over a year for that until I moved schools. I dreaded going everyday and it was only I had a few supportive friends that I kept going
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outlanderSenior Contributor
@Anony18 im still feeling yukky. the antacids arent workng for me and i took the dose this morning and i still feel the same
im deaing with friendship bullies again. im not feeling great after that though i was ok this morning until then except feeling like crap in gereral
sorry your feeling flat as well. i hope your day picks up for you
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hello @outlander
I am not quite sure about your response.
You mentioned about deleting yourself?
why? you have done nothing to warrant that. you are helping others. dont feel you have to talk to everyone impossible.
if you feel this way in response to what i said please just ignore my message.
you have every right to be on here as anyone else does.
when i am upset i cannot explain myself properly and sometimes am misunderstood so just dont take any notice of my ranting.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
no @Former-Member it wasnt you at all- no no i appreciate your advice
i previously deleted myself from things that were going on both on here and off here so i found it easier to delete myself and take time away then rejoin back up
i know i cant talk to everyone but some things made me feel really really uncomfrotable on here and was tiptoeing around and still doing it now
please dont think it was your response as it wasnt at all i was just meantioning i did delete myself
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
Hi @outlander I hope I haven't said anything to upset you either. Please don't go
I agree @Former-Member xx
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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