Safety

Hi @Eden1919 Just logged on and saw your post. I'm not here for long but can keep you company for a little while if you like.

Zoe

@Zoe7 thanks I am just really worried about the issue with my caseworker and i am supposed to see my psychologist tomorrow but knowing that i will have to lie to him is bugging me. but i have to i dont have a choice anymore ugh this is really stressful.

@Former-Member I am watching tv atm but i am still really stressed.

We have talked about simialr issues before @Eden1919 and we both worry about our appointments the day before and usually they turn out ok on the day. Try not to worry too much about what will happen with your psychologist tomorrow - you may not need to lie - you may not be asked the questions that you don't want to answer. If you are then deal with them when they come. This is all really stressful but tonight it is a matter of getting through as best you can and trying not to increase your anxiety. The issue with your caseworker can be put out of your mind for now - concentrate on one 'problem' at a time.

I hope that makes sense - I really don't think I am expressing my thoughts very clearly atm.

@Zoe7 i know but i cant stop thinking about this because there is so much at stake and i messed it all up last time and i cant afford to this time like it is literally everything at stake and i cant take this i am so i just this is making me so stressed i understand what you are saying i do i just cant seem to get my head to quit it and rest which is totally my fault too but i cant go back now they wont let me and ugh i cant say i want to explain but i cant i am not allowed to this is literally driving me up the wall.

You don't need to explain anything @Eden1919 I know you have 'secrets' and that is ok. I also know that sometimes there are things that we cannot talk about but we still need someone to sit with us while we work things a out in our own minds - so tonight - for as long as I am able - I will just sit with you and listen

@Zoe7 thank you although i do hope you get more sleep than i will tonight. i just want to scream and my head feels like it is going to explode i cant do this i am so ugh i cant even explain it i am sorry i am such a mess i am not even tired i shoul be i only got 2 and a half hours sleep but no i am all reved up and all because of a stupid thing i did and now ugh i dont even know what to do anymore.

It's back to the basics @Eden1919 getting through minute by minute and hour by hour - and keep talking. How are Dog and Bunny doing - any cute/funny stories you cantell me about either of them?