Eden1919Senior Contributor
Safety
What do you do when you arent feeling safe but you dont want to go to the hospital and helplines arent working? Also what do you do when distractions and all of that stuff isnt working either?
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BeHappySenior Contributor
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@Eden1919, did I read somewhere that you're at uni? What are you studying?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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i am studying arts and law
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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i still feel terrible i am trying really hard but i dont know what to do anymore
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hiya @Eden1919 I am so sorry you are still feeling like this 
You are doing a great job Eden - it has now been 2 days that you have been feeling like this and pulled yourself through - that is a fantastic effort. I know you feel terrible at the moment but you are making small steps forward - keep reaching out and sharing and we will be here to listen and support you.
Zoe
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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i feel awful still how long is this going to last i cant take this much longer it hurts so so so much i am so tired and there is so much in my head and i want to scream and everything is just too much.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hiya @Eden1919 Can you write what is in your head like you did for me the other day? I'm listening
Zoe
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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i want to scream everything inside is screaming and it hurts so deeply that it aches and pulls dragging me deeper and deeper down where it burns and melts you from the inside out. i feel like there is something inside me trying to destroy me and it wants my soul it wants to take it away from me it wants to eat my soul there is something dark and evil that follows me hiding lurking waiting to pounce these beings do not leave me alone. i want to cry but i cant i cant because my head wont let me my food issues are getting a lot worse i cant cope this is all too much.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is such a horrible place to be in @Eden1919 I am hearing that you are hurting from the inside out and the outside in. That two opposing forces are pulling at you - pulling you apart. These are indeed all consuming feelings. But once again Eden you have so wonderfully described WHAT you are feeling and that is a positive. Tell me a little more about your food issues.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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i just want to never eat again it is so hard i hate food and how it makes me feel and i cant stand it anymore i just want to be thin and not so horrible and disgusting and i am fighting to stop myself throwing everything up but i dont think i will be able to stop myself much longer. i really cant take this.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Do you have anyone that you can call on to be with you at the moment @Eden1919 ?
Can you hug your little black fluffball and feel the unconditional love that a dog gives you!
