Having another breakdownz

Ohh hugs @jacques 🫂

Sitting with you my wonderful brother and friend 🧡

Happy birthday to your mum

And sorry that you are struggling

Not feeling well or sleeping well will not help either xxx

Hello @Jacques I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling at the moment, it sounds really tough for you. I can understand the separation anxiety when you think about her being gone but maybe for right now you can try to think of the good moments that you've had with your mum.

Is there a highlight from today that you can think of?

We're here for you always ❤️.

thank you @Shaz51 and @MissGremlin i have just come into mum to talk to her. to tell her what is going on. im having a complete breakdown. i knew it was comming. just was not expecting it so quick.

i took mum out for breakfast this morning @MissGremlin she had pancakes and berries. i had the same, then i got her a black forest cake and we had chinese for dinner. she had a wonderful day until i messed it up just now.

@Jacques that sounds absolutely wonderful. You haven't messed it up though, try to be gentle with yourself ❤️. I'm glad you've gone in to talk to your mum and I'm sure she understands how hard things are for you right now. Maybe you could sit and have a cuppa together to help settle a bit.

yes, thank you @MissGremlin i am in the office with her. im calming down a little. thank you for your kindness and caring. you too @Shaz51 i really appreciate it.

Hello @Jacques Sending some love your way. Glad you could celebrate your mum's day with some yummy special treats.

Feeling the slide downhill then the breakdown is hard - please know you're not alone in anticipating grief - I did too - your forums friends are here for you.

🫂 take care ❤️

@Jacques I'm glad you're calming down a little. You're so welcome, you're never alone here ❤️.

thank you so much @Dimity i am so lucky to have so many people support me here. i feel so bad for not being able to be on much of late. sane really is my life line. it is my home.

@Jacques

Sounds like a great day with your mum. I don't think you've messed up anything.

I hope talking with your mum and the support from members here eases your stresses and concerns a bit

hi @StuF yes, this forum brings me so much comfort, thank you for chatting with me. so happy the emails are working again. i have been so anxious without knowing if someone wants to chat. how have you been my friend?