Missing everyone!

Good morning @MissGremlin 😊

Yes please, I'd love to see more photos of Casper!

I'm glad the tacos were a good distraction and that they hit the spot 😋

Thank you for your kind word, It's always nice chatting with you.

How are you feeling today? Do you have much planned?

Morning @Nala2022, I'm really unwell again with this cold. I barely slept last night, I couldn't switch my brain off and everytime I dozed off I woke up after a few minutes in a panic. Things are feeling very uncertain and I feel on edge today. I'm safe for now, I've just made a cuppa and I'm taking some pain relief to hopefully help.

How are you doing today?

I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling so unwell again

It sounds like it’s been a really tough night with your cold and the broken sleep, particularly waking up in a panic, I'm sorry you're going through this @MissGremlin

I'm glad you've let us know you're safe and that you're looking after yourself with a cuppa and some pain relief

How did your telehealth appointment go yesterday? I hope it was helpful for you

I'm doing okay today, thank you for asking. Just taking the day as it comes 😊

@Nala2022 i really just didn't need this again, not on top of how mentally unwell I've been.

The appointment was ok, my doctor is very concerned about where things are at and what's been going on. We've started increasing the medication to help reduce the nightmares by ½ a tablet each week until we reach a certain dose. Unfortunately it's affecting my blood pressure though causing me to have giddy spells so I need to take things extra slowly.

I'm meant to have support worker today but I never heard from her yesterday and both the weather and me being unwell will affect even if she messages this morning. But I'm feeling really let down by her given how the contacts have been.

I'm glad you're doing ok, think I'll be taking the day as it comes aswell. Just very slowly and gently, second by second, hoping I can get through it unscathed.

I’m really sorry you’re dealing with all of this on top of already feeling so unwell mentally. It sounds like a really heavy and exhausting time

I’m glad your appointment went okay and that your doctor is keeping an eye on things. I hope the medication changes can help over time, even though I can hear the side effects are a bit unsettling

I’m sorry things have felt uncertain with your support worker too, that sounds really disappointing.

I hope today can be as gentle as possible for you, just taking things moment by moment @MissGremlin 💛

Thankyou @Nala2022 ❤️. I've just gotten back from the morning routine, almost had a car reverse into me so that was fun. It's stormy here and pouring with rain, perfect weather to snuggle up with Casper i think.

I'm feeling nauseous, really wanting everything to just stop today. I don't want to feel or think, I just want peace.

Am I being punished for something cos it sure feels like it. I never usually get sick and especially not like this 😞.

I'm safe for now, don't know whether to do a craft or just lay on the lounge and put a movie on. Have to do my dishes first before anything else.

I’m sorry it was such a bad night for you @MissGremlin. I’m hoping you didn’t take extra pain relief.

I’m really sorry you’ve had such a rough morning, especially with that scare on the way back.

Snuggling up with Casper sounds like a really good idea today. Watching a movie or doing some craft once you’ve got the dishes done sounds relaxing.

I hear how much you just want things to stop and to have some peace @MissGremlin, just one step at a time 💛

@Nala2022 i remembered that it's bin day so I had to take the bins out and clean the bird cage out. You know you're sick when you don't even have the strength to rip the bin bags apart 😂.

I need to remember to take today one step at a time, just doing the dishes and bins has taken everything i had out of me.

@Captain24 we won't go there 😂.

How are you doing sweetheart?