Riding a wave

I am in tears and feeling consumed with guilt because there is no way I can do FF tonight. I just wandered over that and saw how quiet it is. @Former-Member @Former-Member Forum Land itself is in a giant mess. Why is this mess getting worse and worse? I'm certain none of us are trying to cause trouble - honest. Something is terribly terribly wrong here and I am so afraid.

I know you are afraid little turtle but you are not alone here - you really are not - we are feeling the uncertainty and ickiness of this all too @Phoenix_Rising

@Former-Member It would super help me if I could call the HC and cry out my huge feelings to someone.

I second what @Zoe7 said, @Former-Member. I really appreciate you stopping by to check on us though. 🌷

I hope you can too @Phoenix_Rising

I am so very VERY grateful that you are here @Zoe7 and @Former-Member (and @CheerBear under the like button).

We are always here for you little turtle - even when we are not here (and sometimes I am not here when I am ) @Phoenix_Rising

I don't understand ANY of this. I keep getting told to trust...but it is getting WORSE. I want NikNik SO MUCH and I want CherryBomb even more.

I am super grateful that you are here too, @Phoenix_Rising (and @Zoe7 and sneaky-stealth @CheerBear). 🌷

Can you imagine me trying to call lifeline to talk out my big feelings? Assuming they didn't hang up on me during the first three minutes while I was stimming (this is what used to happen 99% of the time), can you imagine me trying to explain that there was a giant storm on the ocean that sent a tsunami across Forum Land and the Commander in Chief of Forum Land and her deputy are both out of contact and I simply don't know what to do. (that's laugh-crying).