Does it ever stop

How hectic is that? I'm so sorry to hear! That sounds so hard. Did you get to take your pets with you? @Fluttershy1

@Anonymouse1000 - omg i have heaps of things to share - i love music and concerts, i just recently saw Ed Sheeran, he was amazing, i had lots of tears. It’s like therapy!

I also love arts & crafts, I’m currently scrapbooking my Ed Sheeran concert photos and setlist, making pipe cleaner flowers and making mini stars and putting them in a jar and keeping them as they bring me hope!

I also love going to the beach and looking for sea glass as I find that quite therapeutic at times when I’m overwhelmed or sometimes I will just sit there and watch the waves!

what about you?

No sadly not @tyme - that’s what also upsets me, I really miss them during my hard times. It’s been so hectic. It’s been SA, to emotional AB, verbal AB, psychological AB, from family and my ex it had been going on for years but was able to finally escape it but I’ve never spoken up about it, I also was kicked out of home.

Nearly lost Dad in February due to a brain bleed which was scary and broke me even more and I just cried and thought I was going to lose him but he made it through and his back at home. But I don’t live with him as I’m in a share house and I lived with mum.

but no one was supposed to know where I lived and mum and brother found where I lived but they know if they show up I will be calling police.

I also got ASD testing done and that came back as I don’t have it but I need to be tested to ADHD as I show my signs of that.

am safe

@Fluttershy1 ... sea glass is very interesting is that the glass that gets rounded and smoothed because it spends so much time on the beach?

I was watching ed sheeran do a podcast with Benny Blanco, did you know that Ed Sheeran buys movie props?

I like growing things, at the moment I am growing watermelon vines in pots to see what size of watermelon I can get from a pot grown vine. Lol...

@Anonymouse1000 - yes the sea glass gets rounded and smoothed by the beach but that can also take years which is pretty cool, I like that kinda stuff!

No but that does seem pretty cool, he did mention something at his concert about that, did you know he wrote songs for other artists? He did a mashup of them at his concert this year which was amazing!

I’ve got succulents growing at the moment which are awesome! I love succulents, you will have to keep me up to date with your watermelon I’m pretty interested on the outcome!

@Fluttershy1

Yeah so Ed Sheeran owns the Edward scissorhands hand props... incredible, yes he and Benny write a song up on this episode I'm about 10 minutes later, they are incredibly talented.

Succulents are fun to grow, I have a couple of succulent gardens... they are incredibly hardy!

Im actually thinking its possible to grow watermelons in pots during the summer... it was very hot over summer this year though! My pumpkins all got shrivelled.

Have you ever tried felting?

@Anonymouse1000 - he writes with other artists aswell, he wrote one with enemem!
he’s so talented!

I don’t like the texture of felt! It’s causes sensory meltdowns but it does seem pretty fun!

yeah summer was really hot this year I don’t like it when it’s to hot.

@Fluttershy1

I agree, i actually like the colder weather, specially if I can be near an open fire and sitting in the quiet... wonderfully peaceful.

I better head to bed! You have a good night! We'll chat again soon!

@tyme - where will I find the abervations for some of the words like SA and all of that

@Anonymouse1000 - I love open fires there so calming!

I don’t think I’ll be far behind, I’m just decompressing I’ll take my night meds and then head to bed myself