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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Did my nails aswell so I’m happy aswell @MissGremlin - trying to incorporate self care, and avoid ER

 

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Hello lovely! The nails are SO PRETTY!

Can you please upload them again? I have just taken down the photo for now because it will need your tattoo cropped out to maintain anonymity. I hope that's okay. 🫶

I am so glad today has been a better day and that you're talking to a friend. It sounds like things overall are much lighter, which must feel so nice. @Fluttershy1 🥰

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@AuntGlow - I can do that!

I feel a lot better, it’s just been like a roller coaster and now I’m feeling abit more stable. I have had a few laughs with my worker today as it was a day shift and it was lots of fun. We did diamond art. Went shopping, and went to the pet shop. So I’m just picking away at my diamond art this evening and having a quiet one.

can we hang around and chat for abit? If not that’s ok.  


tomorrow is a afternoon worker which will be good for me as I tend to struggle more in the evenings.

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@MissGremlin - how’s your diamond art going?

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@Fluttershy1 it's getting there. Working on 2 at once at the moment so it's slower going.

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What other one are you doing @MissGremlin?

im debating on if im making dinner or not. Im just chilling in my room. Quite chilled out

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@Fluttershy1 a custom one for someone else.

Being chilled out sounds nice.

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Ohhh exciting @MissGremlin - I’m just content in my room haven’t been like this in a while so I’m taking it while it’s here

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@MissGremlin - should I make pasta hmmm

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@Fluttershy1 some pasta sounds good I reckon.

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