FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Something’s not right

Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

3106 replies

2,001 - 2,010 of 3,106

In response to: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1 I'm still here sweet. Sorry I was getting ready for bed. Now I'm just sitting in bed doing my diamond art.

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

It’s ok @MissGremlin - my thoughts are just getting loud and chatty, still making stars and watching Annie. I’m safe buts it’s overwhelming.

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1 it's hard when the thoughts get loud. I know it's overwhelming but you're doing so well sweet. How's Perry tonight?

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

Being a judging penguin that he is @MissGremlin / he’s in bed lol. I’m planning to go see E. I’m not great at all. I don’t think I can do this on my own.

these are E & team stars if she shares lol.

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1 haha cheeky Perry, he's got the right idea being in bed though. I hear you sweet, if you feel you need to go in then that's ok. But now that you've been doing so well to keep using your coping skills even though things are tough.

Still waiting for the pic to load.

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1 absolutely loving all the stars, so many colours 😍

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

I’ve made my back so stiff by sitting on the ground because I wasn’t coping. I’ve tried so hard to stay out @MissGremlin.

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

That’s all the stars done for E @MissGremlin - I’ll reply soon

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1 maybe shifting to your bed could be more comfortable sweet? You could snuggle with Perry on your bed while making stars ☺️

In response to: Re: Does it ever stop

Re: Does it ever stop

Nah I ended in ER it was all too much. @MissGremlin - am safe but am a hot mess. Just wanna feel normal

2,001 - 2,010 of 3,106