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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 I'm sorry it was all too much sweet. Hope you get the support you need from the ER.

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Ohhhh my 2 that I like are on E & L decent bunch I’m happy with that @MissGremlin - still waiting to be seen but you know I’m happy to wait, my head is just running.

im safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad 2 that you like are on. I hope you get seen soon sweet.

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I’m ready to throw an emotional meltdown @MissGremlin - just wanna be a normal person, not constantly act like everything is ok when it isn’t. I’m just overwhelmed & stimulated. Playing games on my phone.

am safe.

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@Fluttershy1 i hear you sweet. Sending you hugs ❤️.

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I’m also tired and grumpy now, I don’t have Perry, he’s at home, everything just feels like a lot. Am safe @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 that's really tough sweet. I'm hoping you can get seen soon so you can get back home to Perry and hop into bed to get some sleep.

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I want my head to be quiet it’s so chatty @MissGremlin - it’s scary and overwhelming. I don’t know who to go to because I’m waiting on E

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@Fluttershy1 are you able to let someone know how you're feeling sweet? I know you're waiting on E but you don't have to sit alone with things.

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@MissGremlin - I told the nurse but she wasn’t helpful at all she told me to go out and get air . Still waiting on E, they let me go outside as long as I’m in security camera view

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