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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Hahahaa @MissGremlin - I wish I was aswell

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@MissGremlin - trying to stay present by watching tv and doing diamond art. I dislike these strong feelings

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@MissGremlin - picked up my parcels from mums, got my new ☆ paper so I’m happy!

still struggling but keeping busy by making stars while I’m here.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad your paper arrived sweet.

You're doing well to keep yourself busy by making stars.

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@MissGremlin - I think E might me on tonight, I will call later and find out which will be AMAZING!!! I need to just offload everything to her. She’s a massive help. Just need to keep busy

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I ate chicken curry for dinner @MissGremlin - what did you have?

just sitting with the emotions

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@Fluttershy1yummy. I wasn't feeling hungry tonight but I had some broccoli and cauliflower bake for lunch.

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That’s still good you had lunch, I managed 2 meals today which was lunch and dinner @MissGremlin - still at mums, teaching bro how to make the lucky stars

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Hai @MissGremlin @AuntGlow - I feel like a burden tonight, debating if I go see if E is in to go get help off her as I’ve been trying to help myself all day, but just seem to be getting more upset and frustrated with my thoughts and myself.

am safe, still making lucky stars

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@Fluttershy1 i understand the feeling sweet but you're not a burden. If you feel like you need to go to get help then that's ok.

I'm proud of you for still making lucky stars despite all the thoughts and feelings.

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