Does it ever stop

I’m just gunna push on for the Time being by making stars @MissGremlin - if it doesn’t help I’ll go

Hello @Fluttershy1!

How are you and Perry going tonight? 🥰

I know we touched on self-soothing strategies last time I was here. Did you want to discuss them further at all?

Hint: Singing and dancing, as well as paper star making and hugs with Perry are examples of amazing self-soothing strategies. 🤩

@AuntGlow - I’m making stars, sitting on mums bed, debating on what I wanna do, Perry is at home, I’ve been playing with the kitties and they are very cute and silly.

Aww this sounds like such a wholesome evening. @Fluttershy1

Hmm, what would you like to do tonight? 🤩 Do you and mum have any fun go-to activities?

And what are the kitties names? 🥹

@AuntGlow - benson, Justine, neko. they are kitties.

im back in ER, my thoughts are rate way to loud and I wasn’t coping, I’m safe but now waiting, feels like forever the wait, I’m safe

@AuntGlow @MissGremlin - home now, sitting on my bed making stars, saw E she helped me. Am safe but relieved to be home, she made me laugh and we came up with a plan, I was making stars while I was waiting and she was like ohhh. She got a ☆ haha.

feeling better now.

am safe

Hello @AuntGlow @MissGremlin @TAB @tyme @Jynx @Appleblossom @creative_writer @Jacques - been a lazy day spent most of the day sleeping as I’ve been so drained, last few days have taken it out of me, I’m currently doing self care by sitting on my bed making lucky stars. Just about to turn my TV on aswell for background noise. Trying to stay strong as it all falls apart, but knowing I have support to get through this.

am safe

Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm glad you are looking after yourself with some self care. Sending you hugs ❤️

Some days are harder than others I guess @MissGremlin - E and I made a deal, if I don’t go in for 5 days we are doing a swap, she does a SpongeBob drawing for me and I make her a whole mini jar of lucky stars.

trying so hard not to fail it because I’m stronger than what I think I am.

all the housemates seem to be avoiding me which is also upsetting me aswell because I don’t know what I’ve done, 1 of them I know has to avoid me and we are not to talk or anything but the others seems to have it against me aswell which leaves me questioning with what have I done or have I said something that has upset them.

I feel like my emotions are also just riding up and down the roller coaster, just trying to get through hour by hour but it can be honestly can be overwhelming, I’m still getting through with my coping skills.

am safe

@Fluttershy1 i know some days are harder than others sweet, but i also know you do have alot of strength even if it doesn't feel that way at times. Hehe i love that deal and I reckon you can do it ☺️.

That would feel horrible having them all avoid you and I'm sorry that's happening to you.

The emotional roller-coaster is tough and it most definitely is overwhelming at times. Keep working with your coping skills sweet, you are doing really well and I'm proud of you ❤️.