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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you're in bed sweet and i hope you can get some sleep soon.

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@MissGremlin - I’m a tad tired but not sure. Just chilling. Watching spongebob

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@Fluttershy1 chilling watching spongebob sounds nice and relaxing.

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I’m so chilled in bed @MissGremlin

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Hai @MissGremlin @TAB @NightHedgehog @tyme @Appleblossom @Jynx @AuntGlow @Jacques @Snowie - hard day, pushed mum away told her not to bother coming over. Been in ER the morning and they just dismissed how I felt. Now I’m sitting on my floor with my diamond art just staring at it like what am I doing because I’m so lost.

it’s like a constant battle with my head.

I feel so numb and disconnected I just don’t know what to do.

I’m safe.

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm sorry it's been a tough morning for you.

I know it's hard fighting that constant battle with your head.

Would maybe making some lucky stars help at the moment?

Here with you sweetheart, you're not alone ❤️

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@MissGremlin - doing my diamond art at the moment - just sitting in silence..

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@Fluttershy1 you're doing well to be doing your diamond art sweet.

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@MissGremlin - yeah it’s slowly getting there, Perry is still sleeping ahahah

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@Fluttershy1 i wish I was still sleeping 😂

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