Does it ever stop

@Fluttershy1

High density living is hard. Keep finding your pathway and dont give up on yourself.

@Shaz51 @Anonymouse1000 @Snowie @creative_writer

@Appleblossom @Fluttershy1

Appleblossom is right, high density living is a bad idea. I lived on an cbd apartment when I was younger. The constant noise isn't conducive to sleeping and being restful.

I hope you find something a little more suited to you!!

Hey @Anonymouse1000 @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @creative_writer @Snowie @tyme @rav3n @Jynx - I sorta fell off the planet for a few days haha, needed some me time as I’ve been struggling, had trauma anniversaries come up and just bawled my eyes out. So I’ve just been keeping low key, my supports have been in but I’ve hardly spoken I’ve just wanted to hide away or I’ve masked how I’ve actually been feeling.

it’s stressful at the best of times. I just seem really flat.

am safe. Just chilling in bed watching the starlight projecter

anniversaries matter @Fluttershy1 I try and prepare for them in a way that I acknowlege the past but have something for the now.

Glad you are safe.

Thanks for reassuring us.

I lived in high density situations a lot. @Anonymouse1000

We need a level of space and closeness and people around for connection.

Its so hard getting the balance right. Not totally in our control.

@Appleblossom - I did fake nails yesterday after I went to the cat cafe and I’m finding it so hard to type lol!

So I don’t have any family or friends close round me so it’s mainly my supports that help me get through. Some days I just wish there was more I could do as I feel like a burden and mistake.

but am safe I’ve had my night meds so I’m just chilling out

@Appleblossom - I’ll be around hopefully tomorrow I’m going to try and catch some sleep before I get a second wind of being awake, by the way that’s never fun because I tend to bounce off the walls haha.

but am safe, hopefully will catch you tomorrow

@Fluttershy1

if I am slow in responding... please dont take it personally. I have a lot on Thursday and Friday. I cant log on everyday atm.

walls are for daddy long legs or pictures... lol... just being silly

Have a good night sleep.

gently bently

@Appleblossom, I think you are right..

I grew up in rural areas where the closest neighbour was 3 paddocks away. The isolation and rumination was really bad for me. Likewise being in the city was distracting but distressing for a different reason.

Even suburbia doesn't feel ok, its still a little off i think. I like people but also like my space.

What sort of living situation are you in now? Similar?

@creative_writer @Anonymouse1000 @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @Snowie @tyme @Jynx @rav3n - horrible horrible day, I just wanna hide but no one is letting me I’ve tried pushing everyone away and nobody is letting me push them away they keep staying. I’m so upswt.

it’s not a great day for me.

am safe