Does it ever stop

Im laying in bed @Appleblossom - gunna get a drink and take my night meds as im so tired.

I'm laying in bed too @Fluttershy1 will do the same.

Good talking

You too @Appleblossom - I’m taking my night meds grabbing my weighted penguin, then toddling off to sleepy landddd

Hey @Appleblossom @creative_writer @Snowie @Shaz51 @Anonymouse1000 @AlwaysMyself @Jynx @tyme @rav3n @Jacques - I feel like today is a struggle all I wanna do is hide, I don’t want to do anything else, I feel like I’m a burden to everyone. I’m scared to reach out, my thoughts are racing, tears are just constantly streaming, I went to go pick up some of my cooking stuff from mums last night and I just felt like a burden and all my bro did was bring up my ex and trigger me and my mother didn’t even stop him and she didn’t even care, I didn’t end up getting anything I paid for back I just walked out of there empty handed and tears streaming down my face when I left and got in my car, she didn’t even ask if I was okay or anything.

I will not be returning there anytime soon, it has tipped me over the edge and has really hurt me. Cause I feel like I’m a nothing.

am safe

ohhh hugs @Fluttershy1

sitting with you my friend

can you do something you like today xx

@Shaz51 - just had a shower and did my washing & hung it out now sitting on my bed, feeling lost and numb. Not knowing what to except next. It hurts.

well done for doing those things @Fluttershy1

I just had a sandwich for lunch and now sitting down to ply a word game

@Shaz51 - it needed to be done, I’m laying on my bed now, with the fan on. Trying to not fall back asleep lol.

might play some minecraft

might play some minecraft --- sounds good @Fluttershy1 😊

Oh now the housemates have started again great, I feel like I can’t escape it @Shaz51 - now I’m trying to block it out with my music again. It isn’t fair

im safe