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Does it ever stop

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Anonymouse1000Senior Contributor

Re: Does it ever stop

Hi @Fluttershy1

Are you needing some space right now are you?

I know we all need a little space sometimes. Have you got plans for the weekend? Maybe looking for some beach glass would work wonders?

Anonymouse.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Re: Does it ever stop

@Anonymouse1000 - they ended up coming in and Im getting taken to ER not impressed at all. I’m just splitting and things are tough.

oh well.

qm safe

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JynxModerator

Re: Does it ever stop

Hey @Fluttershy1 sorry to hear things are feeling so invasive when all you want is space. I can hear that you're frustrated about being taken to ER. I hope it's a swift visit and that you maybe do get some support out of it.... Fingers crossed eh?

I have been away but I did see you'd tagged me a couple times recently - just want you to know I haven't been ignoring you!! Hope you are able to take some comforts and distractions with you along for the ride 🤞

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Anonymouse1000Senior Contributor

Re: Does it ever stop

Hi @Fluttershy1

That sounds serious, I hope you are ok.

Hopefully its a short trip and you are helped!

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Tackle Huggies @Jynx - I missed you - I don’t even wanna be here rn. I’d rather be hidden away. With my jokes and Perry and chatting with you guys. Hope you have been well, did you read back on this thread?

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I just wanna be home @Anonymouse1000 - that would be better

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Anonymouse1000Senior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 - Hi there, I know, I've been "the guest" of a few MH stays so understand what its like to want to go home. Trust the process...they have a reason to bring you to ER... hopefully it will make sense soon!

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Anonymouse1000 @Jynx - got seen and sent home, it so annoying the whole system. It’s just broken and all that. I wanna hide.

they didn’t even listen.

am safe

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JynxModerator

Re: Does it ever stop

I think I'm all caught up now @Fluttershy1 😋 Sounds like there's been a lot of things on a lot of spinning plates - so hard to keep em all up and going hey! I think when our own home environment is a part of the distress, it also makes everything else a lot harder too hey. I hope you can carve out some alone time tonight!!

I'm sorry that it wasn't a particularly helpful experience, but I'm glad it is over and done with now. What is on for the rest of your evening, do you have some self-care plans? 💜

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Anonymouse1000Senior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1

It is pretty broken.

I'm always thankful to the individuals still trying to achieve good in the system though.

Glad that you are on you way back home and that you are safe.

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