This last 10 days has been one thing after another. Plans being changed short notice, numerous phone calls and emails trying to chase things and get answers.
Electrician at my place on Monday told me it would cost thousands to be able to get 2nd external power point, also said he doubted the work could be done.
today email and phone conversations with senior staff member at electrician firm providing me quote for few hundred and explaining how the work is to be done.
got off the phone with the senior staff member and I was shaking. not just feeling it inside, my hands was physically shaking. Proverbial straw that broke the camels back.
Psychologist appointment couple hrs later and that anxiety feeling in my chest still hadn’t gone away.
various contacts with firm that I’m paying to install my alfresco blinds with conflicting info in the calls. Final call from person who did the measure and quote gave me good news and was my final undoing. Tears silently rolling down my face. Nothing left in me to actually cry. Been in tears and feeling anxious and edgy for days now.
still waiting on GP plus one firm to contact and provide me with info.
I can’t take much more. Driving home after being out for the evening, so many black thoughts in my mind. I’m safe, wish I wasn’t though. I’m tired of life and don’t want to do this anymore
@tyme @Jynx