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Talking through trauma and PTSD

The me no one knows - SI warning

The me no one knows - SI warning

I’ve made this space to have somewhere safe to talk and share things.

to chat with every one who has shown concern about and for me.

I have spent almost all my life masking, from as far back as primary school (possibly younger).

almost no one knows the real me. Not sure if I even know the real me.

my past is filled with lots of darkness. People I’ve tried to speak with during my life either don’t believe me or don’t want to know

@AlwaysMyself @Bunniekins @Captain24 @Cuddlebear @rav3n @Jynx

hiding behind the mask pretending nothing is wrong. Putting on brave face whilst inside I’m a shattered pieces. Feeling lost and completely alone. No one wants anything to do with me. Relatives only contact when they want something. Going to bed every night hoping to never wake again

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@Flutterbug9 oh that's tough, sitting with such pain is so hard, makes it difficult to try to engage in things that might help distract from the pain. Fingers crossed that the meds are effective!! Do you have to sorta stay in one position to minimise pain or anything like that?

Sending some very gentle hugs 💜

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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No limitations with movement or sitting/laying @Jynx

@only thing that seems to help ease the pain is having food in my stomach. Pain returns within 1hr of eating, comes and goes for rest of the day

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Looking on eBay there are people selling 41 Terry patchet discworld books. Does that sound right for total number in the series @Jynx

Other option I thought was for my kindle. My concern there is, like has happened in the past with other series, they wont stock them all

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Thank you for sharing those quotes with us @Flutterbug9 💓

The words capture a deep feeling that can be hard to explain to others.


You're never alone, and I have so much hope for you.

~ @Honeymoon

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@Flutterbug9 sending you so much love and hugs sweetheart ❤️

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Hi @Flutterbug9 ,

Hope the new meds help with the stomach-related concerns, and no side-effects.

How did the medical appointment with Gp go? did you get to discuss all the blood test things you hoped to?

I can understand why medical-advice would be suggested for anyone with asthma or any respiratory issues before using a binder, since it restricts your chest. Fibromyalgia is interesting, but I assume because of the pressure of binding that could increase/exacerbate pain.

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@Flutterbug9 @Jynx


@Flutterbug9 wrote:

Looking on eBay there are people selling 41 Terry patchet discworld books. Does that sound right for total number in the series @Jynx

Other option I thought was for my kindle. My concern there is, like has happened in the past with other series, they wont stock them all


Looks like there are 41 main/full-length books in the series, including the one that was released after he passed.

I would think Kindle, Google Books, Kobo/Ratuken, etc would all have the 41 as eBooks, because he is a very popular author. They may even have a discount bundle if lucky?

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Hello @Flutterbug9 🙂

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Regardless where I search @AlwaysMyself

Maximum Audio books I can find is 20

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