How I do it is I have a strict routine that I follow. @Dk5. My hours are a little bit different. I’m not even home 10 hours between shifts.
I go shopping the day before I go back to work so I have food for my lunches. I get up in the morning have breakfast, feed the dogs, pack lunch and then just leave. My alarm goes off at 4:30, if I get straight up and don’t think about it everything runs smoothly. If I hit snooze or lay there for a little bit then I struggle.
While at work I focus on the task at hand. At work my main focus is work. I try not to let my mind wander. It is hard at times as I’m just sitting in a truck driving around in circles on my own.
I get home, pat the dogs, have dinner, chat in here sometimes and go to bed.
I try not to let anything interfere with my routine.
Maybe there is a routine that you can set up for yourself? Maybe don’t over think about working and it being full time? See how it goes and it may all fall into place for you.
I understand the nerves, anxiety and pressure. This could even possibly be the best thing for you. You are out with people doing stuff and not sitting at home in your head.
I’m not sure how this comes across but I honestly mean it in a positive way.