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Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I have multiple mental illnesses including Bipolar 2, cptsd, OCD, social anxiety. I’m also neurodivergent, ADHD and ASD. I already have tons of labels and a lot going on. I’m getting assessed for an ED on Monday during my psych appointment, I reckon I meet criteria so I am anticipating another diagnosis. I know it explains my how I’ve been feeling but it’s another label, I hate feeling so broken and feeling like I’m complicated. I know my disordered eating habits are adversely affecting my mental and physical health, I’ve just been in denial for so long and would also get defensive when people commented on my eating habits or asked about them.

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@creative_writer wrote:
The sedating properties can sometimes take longer if my brain is activated.

Glad you raised this @creative_writer ! It's something that I've wondered, but I've never read about it or heard anyone else say it... but yes, I certainly experience it!

Rest up.

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@tyme I haven’t heard anyone mention it either. It makes logical sense for those who experience restless from bipolar and other mental health conditions.

The racing thoughts get worse with less sleep. I couldn’t get enough sleep last night as I had to be awake early. I couldn’t sleep earlier.

It’s so bizarre feeling so low and yet having this much energy.

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I am waiting to hear back from mental health triage, they are meant to call me once I am at the front of the queue. I can stay safe for now, I’ve delayed the urges till the evening. Hopefully I will find some relief before the evening. I feel shook and I’m not sure what to do. I feel super agitated and low. Surviving feels so hard, I’m doing it for now.

I know I can also call my psychiatrist if needed, but I feel reluctant because I don’t want to bother him.

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Hey there creative_writer,
Im glad you have reached out. It sounds like things are feeling very heavy for you right now and waiting for the call from mental health triage can feel uncertain and stressful. I hear your unsure about contacting your psychiatrist however if the thoughts are becoming stronger or you're feeling unsafe, it sounds like it could be an important and supportive step for you to take. You deserve support from the people around you who know your situation. You've done something important by reaching out and connecting with triage, so if you feel that things are starting to escalate I would encourage seeking further crisis support, from your psychiatrist, life line (11 11 14), or 000 so you're not holding this alone.

Lee_Lee_Light


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@Lee_Lee_Light it’s been over two hours and I haven’t received a callback yet. I feel like I should probably contact my pdoc, I just hope I don’t bother him. I found meds helpful earlier this week to settle me, but the intensity picked up once I went to regular dose.

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Hey @creative_writer ,

Just checking in - I hope you've been able to speak to someone since you last posted.
I would encourage you to speak to your pdoc, I know you don't want to bother him but I promise it's his job to support you, especially if you are concerned about your symptoms.

Thinking of you💛

~ @Honeymoon

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@Honeymoon I managed to get an appointment with my psychiatrist. I have another appointment next week to check in. He said to take more of my antipsychotics till I settle.

I just hope it kicks in soon, because thoughts have been going to places

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I’ve been able to settle with the extra meds. Still feeling low, but at least agitation has settled. The meds were enough to get me out of that close to imminent risk category. I know my meds saved my life, but it sits weirdly. I guess there is stigma around MH meds.

I also spoke to triage. The person on the phone apologised for late callback. They must have been busy today. They said I can call again if needed. It’s been a wild day today.

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Good on you for reaching out @creative_writer . That's what psych triage is for. I'm glad they called you back. At least they have a record of it.

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@tyme I called up the reception at my psychiatrist. The receptionist was able to get me in this afternoon while I waited for triage to call me back. My pdoc has asked me to take higher dose of my meds just to settle things.

By the time triage called, I was in a better place. I still explained the situation to them and they have it on record. I told them that earlier today I was planning on acting on urges in the evening. I was able to settle after the meds and keep myself safe. My urges aren’t present anymore. It was a very chaotic day. I think the main thing is I’m safe
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