Tabaluga's 2.0

@tyme I see this friendship as a mistake I made and should have listened to some wise people.

I am the opposite. I was always made to feel as though I was the problem.

Possibly why I was sucked in by this person in the first place.

I have found that some people play on their mental health and use it as an excuse to play victim.

She was often pulled up on things she's said but still it was never her fault. She just said the person pulling her up.was mean and she didn't like them.

I prayed a lot about it but I feel God is telling me it's time to let it go because she has now turned and called me the problem.

I think I am annoyed at myself for allowing her to use me.

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@TAB wrote:

i had polyps removed , didnt feel or remember anything @ENKELI

just read bill, cat has been having party on drugs [edited by moderator] lol

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Hey @TAB , gotta let you know that I have been deliberating with my team about your post quoted above and in the end, we had to remove the names of the drugs.. I know it was for the cat, but still...

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@ENKELI wrote:

@tyme I see this friendship as a mistake I made and should have listened to some wise people.

I am the opposite. I was always made to feel as though I was the problem.

Possibly why I was sucked in by this person in the first place.

I have found that some people play on their mental health and use it as an excuse to play victim.

She was often pulled up on things she's said but still it was never her fault. She just said the person pulling her up.was mean and she didn't like them.

I prayed a lot about it but I feel God is telling me it's time to let it go because she has now turned and called me the problem.

I think I am annoyed at myself for allowing her to use me.

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But it's also a learning curve @ENKELI . What doesn't break us, makes us stronger.

I used to get angry and upset with myself too, but Iater learnt that I've actually grown much stronger from it all. It's opened my eyes to see the hidden humanity and be able to warn others.

With age, comes experience (I hope!)

Lol. @ENKELI Yes I’m awake! Under stress today so poor sleep. Knew I’d wake up before alarm went off. Will try to doze.

@StuF @TAB @Bill16 good morning cool friends, take care.

@TAB hey tabby, hope you had good night. Take care.

Good Morning @Meowmy @StuF @Bill16

@Meowmy slept ok thanks.cat drove me mad, had to let it out. Waking up slowly was very deep sleep

..was going to go back to sleep @Meowmy , woke up too much, went for walk twent y m in s

glad I did it, back did sieze up, shoulders bit tight,could hear breathing,so must have done something ha ha lol

Hope you were able to get some extra sleep @GezzaP The tradies should be at your place soon. I got your message yesterday and did not have time to comment. I just hope everything works out for you today. I understand your situation and know how hard it is to move through situations when youre feeling not at your peak and not supported in life. Lets see how you go today. Hopefully everything will work out for you. You just got to get through todays drama and inconvenience with those unreliable tradies. I realise you are just not feeling it right now and being sleep deprived adds to the mix of problems and heightens everything even more. I am grateful for every night I receive of sleep as I've been a chronic insomniac in the past so I do understand. The meds seemed to knock me out for years but now I'm getting older my sleep is light on and I have to put extra effort with my sleep schedule. Let me know how you go if possible and try and make it through this difficult day. There will be better days ahead GezzaP ❤️