Tabaluga's 2.0

@TAB hey tabby, feel a lot of my friends are only eat and drink friends when they can get something ha. When I am down and dying , only the forum cares ha. Mother helps. Brother unwell himself. Church friends only care for church things activities not for my life

well that may be true @Meowmy but at least you have the forum ?

coffee friends better than none sometimes , guess (like me ha ha ha lol)...

Faith's Cat

@TAB hey tabby, need to process and re think about life ha.

get everything from person who stole from you(except the bill) and go to back yard and burn it @Meowmy lol

@TAB hey tabby Tabby Awesome. Think need to consider my now situation re old age, forgetful memory, dim eye sight, poor hearing, lack of real friends. Poor fitness and weakness.

Helper has just left @Meowmy . He did a few jobs for me. Most importantly he managed to undo light fitting in the toilet and replace bulb. I couldn’t get it undone. Felt like such a weakling when I couldn’t do it. Still feeling depressed. Watching footy

I hope your anxiety and depression settle soon @GezzaP ❤️ Its such a toll on the system living with illnesses that incapacitate. Well you got out of the four walls which can be very oppressive and make you feel like youre trapped. Do you meditate at all? I ask this because MI is a shen disturbance according to TCM and I've always found meditation a good strategy to settle the mind. Lately I've been meditating to the fibonacci code which is the template for all physical existence through its spiralling nature. Within the fibonacci code is a stillness through which creation is made manifest and for this reason its used for manifestation and to solicit questions and answers from the universe. I did a tuning fork mini course recently with the fibonacci code and can say its changed my life for the better. Impossible gridlock situations that I have been contending for some time have been broken and stuck and immovable situations have shifted. Anyway thought I'd share. Its something new I've been pondering through a series personal awakenings and sudden highlights.

ha ha sound like me talking to young dr and young physios theyre you can walk, deal with it re knees ha ha ha got to swimming pool and get pushbike plus do kettlebells and get calcium checked also tell dr, psych things not good maybe get you some thorazine jk lol

@Meowmy I felt good when dropped stuff at charity, and when woman came out when dropped cans off. maybe volunteer somewhere

@GezzaP very good to get the toilet light bulb fixed. Hope you feel better watching footy.

@TAB hey tabby; you have a big heart. You will enjoy charity a bit ha