Tabaluga's 2.0

Hey @Meowmy !

I hope you're ok (well, as ok as possible when you had to ditch work!)?

Have a good week too @ENKELI can't remember tbh re shoulder tho. Yes it is hot 🔥🥵

Yes not meaning to cancel completely @StuF am a bit cooked atm re thinking

@StuF @TAB hey cool friends,nice am slightly better now home quietly by myself for a while ha ha. Just drinking water and resting ha. Hope you're both okay

@Meowmy can't find your post. Saw you were sick and having day off ? Hope things bit better now

Oh I looked back too far @Meowmy

Hope you threw computer out window and kung fu'd boss....

@TAB hey tabby, yea. MI need rest may be ha. By myself in room. Guess not much can go wrong ha. . Oray your procedure will go well and successful ha. A different dr doing it gives hope. This one should be better as the previous dr specifically asked for him to help you ha

Thanks @Meowmy take it easy. Need to find food here,ha

@Glisten actually it's opened a can of worms and I wish I'd kept my mouth shut.
Sorry you have to bear the brunt of this and feel free to skip over it if you don't feel up to reading.

Perfect sister - let's call her Penny Perfect was the pride and joy. His other daughter he'd disowned for 10 years and only reconciled a few months before he died. My bro was always in the background and until I encouraged him to contact dad he hadn't spoken to him in over 30 years.

"Penny is bloody amazing with computers, she fixed my email." When Penny spoke to me over the phone she made sure to include the word sweetheart when she relayed what dad had said to her.
I had the nerve to question whether Penny knew what she was doing and this was his reply -

"Can the crap Enkeli, your digs about Penny are way out of line I wasn't even thinking along those lines. I'm going through enough shit without you giving me more. If you can't leave the nasty jibes alone then F**K OFF I don't want to hear from you and your petulant attitude again."

Had I not reached out and asked him what he wanted for Christmas that would have been the last time I heard from him. And the best part about it all is that Penny went through and read all his emails from me.

It's me, I'm the problem. Even dad's friends with whom I had become so close told me to can the crap about Penny because she's been doing an amazing job and you are nothing but a complainer. These are the same people who I sent flowers when the wife was in hospital, sent get well cards, Christmas cards, kept them updated with dad's progress before Penny descended.
Dad asked me to be his carer, because he told me there was no was he could deal with Penny and her selfishness. Penny had suggested she care for him after stepmonster had her stroke and dad told her he didn't need a carer. To me he said he didn't want her.
So something happened between stepmonster dying and dads' health declining.

Mums' sister took dad's side over mums' when my parents split. We'll call her Jezebel. Jezebel and dad did the deed at some stage when they were both married to other people (fortunately not while he was with my mum). Dad even told Jezebel that he was planning on voluntary euthanasia. He didn't bother telling me. Penny knew but didn't tell me.

Penny - slept with her best friends' boyfriend and then claimed he r*ped her.
Then claimed she was pregnant as a result but had a miscarriage.

Would kiss you on the cheek as she stabbed you in the back.

Everyone in dads' family love her while they refuse to acknowledge me even though they barely know Penny and I grew up with them.

So to those who agree with him (you know who you are) there you go - you're right, I'm the problem.

Maybe if I wasn't so fat, so unattractive, could hold down a job then they might like me, Penny isn't fat, Penny is attractive, Penny has a job. Penny is loved by everyone.

I am doing a Cert 3 in Business Administration - Information & Records Management. Almost finished the first semester.

I have to do a voice recording for my assessment -

"You work at XXXX Solutions in the customer service team.

After completing your Wellbeing Plan, your manager, Julia Henderson(fake name), has left you a voice message asking you to discuss your plan and how it’s working for you.

You will listen to Julia’s message and record a short audio response explaining your plan, progress, and any adjustments you’re making.

This task allows you to show that you can:

• Communicate your wellbeing needs clearly and respectfully.
  

• Use professional language appropriate for a workplace.
  

• Plan and record an oral response that addresses your supervisor’s questions.

I really really dislike recording my own voice and right now I am not in the right frame of mind to actually focus so I may have to admit yet another failure and ask for an extension.

By the way for anyone who thinks I wrote all this to garner attention or get people to feel sorry for me, that's the last thing on my mind. I was taught a long time ago that if I want sympathy it's in the dictionary between sh*t and syphilis 😁

Like dad told me, I no doubt deserve it.

Just baking a sweet potato pizza here @TAB - my favorite. Its so addictive. I love having it. The only pizza I can actually eat. Have you organised food yet? Read something surprising today - Dan Andrews had a neurological emergency possibly a stroke and is being speech and walking rehabilitated. Hes been in hospital since December and slipped into obscurity. Saw it on the channel 7 online news. Nothing mentioned about it really