Despair *potential trigger: abuse*

OMG @hiddenite, you have made me cry, that is so beautiful, i hope you are owning the words, you have just described yourself, me and everyone else here, you are such a beautiful person, please remember that, i feel honoured to have been in your presents, if only for a year.

i hope you are feeling a little better, remember i am always here for you.

BIG HUGS & a BIG VIRTUAL box of chocolates, you have made my night

Jacques

@hiddenite(My Angel)

Please don't be sorry, i was crying in joy, it was so beautiful, and good too see you channeling the negative thoughts so creatively.

i did have a good sleep, only because i was so tired, i hope you managed to get some rest, you sounded so tired last night, sounded so exhausted.

From you Karen i will always accept a hug, i know how frightened of men you are, so i am so glad we have a bond.

you give me a reason to go on too, you give me a purpose in life.

Jacques

Hello @hiddenite (My Angel)

Just checking in to see how you have been today, i know you would have been cold in the car, as i was cold at home. sorry i did not write earlier, it is mums birthday we went out for it.

I have a bad panic attack from being out, but i did it and am back home safe.

I saw some ducks near the river today, they reminded me of you, my thoughts have been with you all day. i even saw some kangaroos, the youngsters were play fighting, it was so cute, they were kicking and punching and falling over, some were lying down and some were just hopping around enjoying the rain and grassy pastures.

you have made it through another day Karen you should be proud of that, something to add to the positive catagory.

Rest up My Angel, tomorrow is another day.

Jacques

Good Morning @hiddenite (My Angel)

i am worried about you, i know when you go quiet that you are really struggling, don't worry about responding i will just tell you about what i see here today.

it is a very cold day here today, their is sleaty rain, and a light fog, the birds are chirping and fighting over the grain at the farm next door. the calf has his snout in the troff, the other two steers are sleeping on what is left of the hay bail, the pig is sleeping in her little house, all i ca nsee is two little ears sticking out of the house. the chickens are scratching around on the ground eating grain and looking for worms, the rooster, oh the bloody rooster started crowing at 5am and has not shut up since. he would make a good sunday roast!!!!!

some birds are digging around in the garden throwing all of the mulch i carefully put down all over the lawn, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, not the mulch!!!!!!!

oh well, looks like i will be putting the mulch back into the garden this weekend, i suppose it will fill in the weekend.

Well that is all for this morning, please look after yourself, i am thinking of you.

Jacques

@hiddeniteremember i am their holding your hand, no one can hurt you, imagine a big muscly me standing beside you like a bouncer, fending off anyone who can bring harm to you. you are strong, you can do it. i am right beside you