My life sucks

So this is great. I'm sitting here reading all your posts wanting to reply but ...... nothing comes out. I so want to connect but I really don't know how to communicate. And that is my major problem. My daughter and my husband both complain about my communication. I wish I could just chat.

Morning @snowflake231

how are you this morning

a little tip to put a @ in front of members names so they can get your message and respond xx

hello @Cuddlebear . @Jynx . @Blackcloud , @Former-Member

@Shaz51 Im doing ok this morning. I had a sleep in till 6 am which was nice. Not much planned for today except for grocery shopping and some general cleaning.

I slept to 6am too @snowflake231

which was nice as I have been awake at 2 or 3 am every day for a week , able it all caught up with me last night

waiting for the diabetes nurse to ring me sometime today

@Shaz51 Isn't it nice to have a good sleep. I've been waking up at 4:30am so 6 is nice. Yesterday I woke up because I sneezed in my sleep. I mean come on who sneezes while asleep it's definitely the first time for me.

Yes, that would wake you up and husband`s snoring @snowflake231

I get up 2 or 3 times a night to go to the bathroom is bad enough and then try to go back to sleep

@Shaz51 Good morning I hope you are having a relaxing morning. I’m just waiting for my guide dog trainer to arrive in a few minutes. I’ve had an awful morning waking up with feelings of dread and anxiety. I woke up in tears. I hate these feelings.

it’s gonna be another tough day 😞

awww hugs @Cuddlebear

one step at a time my friend

what does you guide dog trainer do ? how long is the session ?

@Cuddlebear

@Cuddlebear my day's going okay. and so far, i'm doing ok with my studies - i'm right now doing the undergraduate certificate in fine art which i'm glad that i won't be continuing with next semester as I'll be starting my bachelors degree of psychological sciences in July. Yes I'm aware of the disability support services and the disability plan, I'm about to send in my reports as well as the registration form to the disability services team this week - since the bachelors degree i'm gonna be doing is gonna be at a different university which i'm gonna be a new student at 🙂 i appreciate your advice ❤️

and i doubt my mum would fully listen to those boundaries though. it really frustrates me how she thinks that she's trying to protect me or doing what she thinks is best for me when in reality, she's actually doing the complete opposite. she doesn't want to accept the fact that even people can choose to stay single as long as they want without ever having the obligations to be in a relationship. She still believes that I need someone that can protect me and take care of me when him and I get old and all of that. Like she knows that I still struggle to find and make connections with people on here, which was why she wanted to introduce me to some guys that my aunt (her sister) found that live in Cambodia, which is our ethnic country (those guys are around my age)...oh, and I don't get why getting married also is such a big deal, especially in that culture. She tells me that the guy will be able to support me financially (I've learnt that in cambodia culture, the husband always provides financial support for his wife but also for the wife's whole family) which I doubt that this is still the case...like how can she be sure that this guy will be able to financially support me? lol... i mean, getting into a reltionship with an immigrant has raised so many questions and worries within me because of..obviously the cultural differences.

anyway, at least right now im not worried about all of that because like i mentioned the other day, i was able to tell her last time to stop trying to get me to be with a cambodian guy and the age thing too

The amount of copying and pasting posts I have to keep doing in order to get one user’s attention everytime I see them responding to another user, but not to the post that I replied to them with before that….