My life sucks

@Blackcloud it is frustrating when we can't change someone to be the person we want/need. although you don't have control of what she says, you do have control over how you respond. like @Cuddlebear mentioned, good on you for placing those boundaries and looking after yourself. i know it's a tough journey, but you're moving through it the best you can and we're proud of you for that 💙

@rav3n @Cuddlebear Thanks guys, appreciate it. ❤️

That's okay! @Blackcloud What have you been doing throughout your break? (Other than shopping up a storm hehe)

Oh sorry, I meant a tutor for your studies overall, so you feel more confident going into exams! 🥰

YESS I think you will do really well.

How exciting! What would you like to major in??

@AuntGlow Nothing much. Though I still tend to have some thoughts about life & why my life has been the way it is…to the point where I do have thoughts of su!c!de but I don’t have intentions to act on these thoughts. So I guess you could say I’m doing ok overall despite me dealing with life challenges in general.

well…why would I need a tutor to help build my confidence for the exams??? Doesnt change the fact that exams being closed-book are the reason why I’m complaining about it, even with having a disability plan at uni myself, somehow they still can’t accomodate exams to be in open book just because the closed-book format is set by the government.

For Bachelor of Arts, I was thinking of majoring in sociology & minor in psychology, because sociology seems more interesting and their units don’t even have exams, whereas for psychology on the other hand pretty much all of the psych units have exams.

I’m so f##king done with the NDIS and I’m frustrated that my new requests for counselling supports (that my counsellor had to write a report/support letter for me for back in august) got dismissed/rejected because I need to provide a diagnostic letter by a psychologist or GP for that option to be considered onto my NDIS funding. Nope, not doing any of that. There’s a reason I’ve never had sessions with psychologists in the long term.

I would appreciate it if you guys don’t bring up suggestions about going back to see a psychologist etc. etc. because if you all were to put yourselves into my shoes then you would know very well about my long term struggles relating to my ASD and everything else in my own experience.

I’m done with them (the NDIA/NDIS). They don’t see counselling/peer-led service supports as impactful to be considered under their criteria.

@AuntGlow @rav3n @Cuddlebear @MissGremlin

Oh sweet @Blackcloud I hear you, I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️.

@MissGremlin Really I’ve been frustrated and disappointed about it ever since like maybe yesterday but this time today thinking about it makes me even frustrated at them I feel that I have nothing left to do now in general

@Blackcloud Hello lovely I am so sorry to hear this has happened. 😞 Sending virtual hugs.

Thanks friend @Cuddlebear I’ve told my counsellor that we can continue on with having our sessions on a monthly basis with out-of-pocket costs but there may be some cases/occasions where I might request for our sessions to be held bi-monthly

If NDIS approved of it otherwise then I would’ve considered doing the sessions with her mostly fortnightly with the NDIS funding 😞

@Blackcloud I can very much understand. I’m really sorry NDIS is a huge failure. They cut all my psychosocial supports and I did have letters / reports from clinical psychologist plus the psychiatrist.