TheVorticonSenior Contributor
Angry and alone
Hi. I know I should write some sort of intro but just don't really know what there is to say.
I'm feeling angry and alone and like there's no one who cares.
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Angry and alone
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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Thanks @utopia, thinking of you too.
Sounds very fun indeed, said no one ever @Spookytookims. Cheers.
Sounds very fun indeed, said no one ever @Spookytookims. Cheers.
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SpookytookimsSenior Contributor
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Omg ... that's an eeyore quote ... I love Eeyore. Did you know that or was that coincidence? @TheVorticon
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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How are you tonight @TheVorticon? Any plans for dinner? Just had takeaway pizza
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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I had no idea @Spookytookims 😛 Mega cooincidence. I never really got into Winnie the Pooh stuff, but my favourite was Tigger.
Takeaway pizza sounds good @utopia, I was actually eyeing that off myself for tonight or tomorrow. But instead I've got fish and chips that were in the freezer and are now in the oven. Right now I'm doing alright - just trying to avoid things that will bring out the bad mood.
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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Sorry @TheVorticon for the delay. Couldn't get the sane site up properly.
Fish and chips sounds good. The pizza was ok. Would have been better if I made a pizza myself. They always taste better
Fish and chips sounds good. The pizza was ok. Would have been better if I made a pizza myself. They always taste better
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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All good @utopia. Yeah takeaway pizza always smells better than it tastes. How's your night been other than the pizza? Do you need a reminder about meds?
I didn't manage to avoid things enough. I'm tired of thinking my way into SH. It's pathetic. If I'm being honest about my train of thought, sometimes these thoughts are about trying to say that I don't feel good and would like some help, except I don't "need" help because I know what to do. And then sometimes the anger is the result, because wanting help that I don't need is weak, wanting help that doesn't exist is pathetic. I just need to be a better, stronger person.
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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@TheVorticon.I took my tablets on time tonight. Thanks.
It is a circle. Our moods.
Wanting help is not weak - it's STRENTH
Wanting help is not pathetic - it's SMART
We all need people beside us - in our corner - supporting us. It's too hard to do it on our own. We don't need a nurse maid - we need friends & family. And you have us - your forum family.
You don't need to be stronger or better - you just need to be you. And you may need to tell your negative self talk to BUGGER OFF.
It is a circle. Our moods.
Wanting help is not weak - it's STRENTH
Wanting help is not pathetic - it's SMART
We all need people beside us - in our corner - supporting us. It's too hard to do it on our own. We don't need a nurse maid - we need friends & family. And you have us - your forum family.
You don't need to be stronger or better - you just need to be you. And you may need to tell your negative self talk to BUGGER OFF.
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SpookytookimsSenior Contributor
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@TheVorticon sometimes help comes in the form of validation. That can only come externally in a lot of cases. As utopia said... it doesn't make you weak or pathetic, it makes you human.
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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The idea of "needing" other people is uncomfortable for me. Not sure whether I can find a place to fit that idea to make it work in a way that I don't find disgusting.
Thanks both of you @utopia @Spookytookims. I'm off to sleep, so I hope you have good nights.
Thanks both of you @utopia @Spookytookims. I'm off to sleep, so I hope you have good nights.
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I feel no desire to try and relate to people because it's so draining and impossible anyway, and then have the nerve to feel bloody lonely or some shit?! I want to smash the keyboard into my stupid ass face IDIOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
