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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@heartathome I'm as ok as I can be. Just tired of being let down by services when all I want is to be able to get help.

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@Flutterbug9 I'm so sorry sweet I somehow missed your last post here. I'm still not getting any email notifications so I'm finding it hard to keep up 😞.

Awwww that's so beautiful that your uncle gave you a name that means eagle. It sounds like you've always had that protective nature which i think is a wonderful quality to have. I'm really glad you are ok with it sweet ❤️.

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The poem was really honest! It's so sad and unfair when people fall through the cracks! I hate seeing it! My son couldn't find help for eighteen months when he was psychotic. It was probably the hardest time we've had! I hope something turns up sooner rather than later!! You deserve to be helped!! I hope you can have a peaceful day. Hang in there, as you're doing @MissGremlin ! It mightn't look like it but you're doing a good job keeping safe! 🥹💜

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@heartathome I'm so sorry that your son couldn't get help for so long when he needed it. It's so hard to see someone you love struggling so much and not being able to get them proper support. Thankyou sweet, i really don't feel like I'm doing that well but I'm trying.

Hope you have a lovely day beautiful ❤️

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I’m carrying excess weight and am big chested @MissGremlin

planning on going to specialty store and getting fitted with women’s upper undergarments that are supportive and, I’m hoping, will help reduce physical appearance

today going to spend bit of money on Lego. Going to order Fries Truck, a taxi and the new Shopping Street.

ive already got hamburger plus donut trucks, idea of doing diorama type of the food trucks plus botanical garden.

Lots of time consuming things I need to get done including putting clean laundry away, grocery shopping plus providing bit more details, names etc on spreadsheet of things in my past and then email the 2 sheets to the psychiatrist so she has them to read etc well before my initial appointment.

psychiatrist has advised she has added my details to her cancellation list. Fingers crossed I might not have to wait until June to see her. 🤞🤞

hoping tomorrow and the following few days are kind to you. Atm finding I need to reassess things relating to me and the forums. No idea when I’ll next be on, lots of thinking to do

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@Flutterbug9 i hear you sweet, it's tough having excess weight and being big chested.

Hope all goes well with getting fitted today and getting some undergarments that will help you reduce the physical appearance.

Oohhh Lego shopping is always fun, I ordered the new Golden retriever one that's coming out the other day. Love thy idea of doing a diorama type of thing with the food trucks and botanical garden ☺️.

Sounds like you have lots of things to keep you busy today, just remember to take some time for self care aswell sweetheart ❤️.

That will be really good if you can get an appointment sooner, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you too ☺️.

I understand sweet, just remember that you are always welcome here. I love chatting to you and think you're such an amazing person, thankyou for all of your support that you've given me ❤️.

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Hey @MissGremlin just checking in on you, my friend. How's your day been?

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, today's been really hard. I have a headache and feel so defeated (I'm safe).

How's your day been sweet?

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@NightFury I'm about to make an iced coffee, would you like to have a cuppa with me?

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Sorry to hear that ❤️

My day was okay @MissGremlin

I played bowls. I felt like a bit of an outsider.

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