Battles

@Chasingsunsets he is very cute.

Hope it does get better for you sweet.

My night is tough, I'm feeling really fragile and vulnerable and just not in a good space (I'm safe).

I'm trying to do my colouring while listening to an audiobook.

I hear you @MissGremlin, what colouring in are you doing at the moment? Did you ever go check out the Vivid Range at that craft store starting with K lol can’t remember it lol. I am a bit obsessed with my pens and do love the books/diary things I got just not sure what they are going to be used for 😊

@Chasingsunsets I'm working on a unicorn. I never got around to it cos the day I was heading there my car wouldn't start after my first stop.

Oh a unicorn sounds good 😊 A3 size?

Oh no I think I missed that re your car, what an inconvenience. I’ve been stuck before, no good. Love my kings charger though it’s good reassurance as you don’t need anyone other car to charge your battery it just jumps it which is very handy.

what’s on for your week?

@Chasingsunsets it's A4 size.

Yes it's helpful to not have to rely on anyone else but it's not always the issue with my car.

I have nothing on for the week now. Only had my doctors appointment that was today.

What about you?

Ah cool, happy to be tagged if you post any pics of your unicorn 😊.

Yeah true @MissGremlin wish I was a mechanic so I could just fix it when it breaks 😜. Big service coming up and I have been delaying it 🙈.

not a lot for my week, had one appt which probably added to how I’m feeling. Just wish I could know everything so I wouldn’t have to guide people on the decisions they should be making for me, big statement I know, but honestly I am pretty humble and want to take the back seat when it’s not my expertise, I’d really like to do that. Id like people in there field of work to be good at there job so I can feel comfortable but you know hasn’t really been my experience always and gets pretty exhausting. Wish my old Dr came back, oh and the other appt was cancelled by them so maybe the push I need to see someone else but not much choice here. But anyway thanks for listening to my rant 😊

Hope to get out for a walk tomorrow weather has kept us in today, but the rain has been nice to listen to 😊

How’s mr Casper going 🐶, did your appt go ok?

@Chasingsunsets I'll share a pic once I'm finished it.

Cars are so expensive to own and maintain.

That sounds really frustrating sweet, I'm sorry that the appointment has added to how you are feeling. I hope you can get the support you need.

Oh you have rain, so lucky. It's been really warm here. Hopefully you can get out for a walk tomorrow.

My appointment was tough and that's why I'm left feeling the way I am.

Casper is good, currently snoozing on my bed with me.

Oh cool @MissGremlin, look forward to it, same with gizmo if you guys end up posting 😊.
Yeas car expensive 😜, thankful I have one though.

Oh it’s ok, I am use to looking after myself. Glad for the experiences essentially so I am aware that they don’t always make the best decisions. They ended up agreeing with what I said so means I am happier with the plan, just don’t like having to be put in these positions of having to raise what they don’t and the things they miss and just adds to my mistrust when all id like is to trust people, such an odd feeling. Re doctors

Here to listen if you want to chat about your appointment.

Aw beautiful Casper, Indi is with me too 😊

Thankyou @Chasingsunsets, but I'm going to tap out for the night. Going to try to connect with a crisis service cos sitting with dark thoughts (I'm safe).

I hope you and Indi have a good night and thankyou for the chat.