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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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That’s ok. I’m hear if you need @MissGremlin

I haven’t don’t much today. I went grocery shopping and then self care stuff. I haven’t really got anything to show for my day though. I did also have a nap.

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@Captain24 thankyou sweet ❤️.

Grocery shopping and self care things sound perfect. You don't need to have anything to show for the day, the point is that you made it through another day. Glad you got a nap in aswell ☺️

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I’m just reheating some dinner and getting ready to watch home and away and ‘I’m a celebrity get me out of here’ @MissGremlin

What are you up to?

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@Captain24 oh nice.

I'm doing cross stitch at the moment.

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What is it? @MissGremlin. I have never done cross stitch, I did use to do long stitch when I was a kid

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@Captain24 i can't say what it is, it's a surprise ☺️. I've done long stitch aswell.

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That’s fair @MissGremlin.

Pix is hassling for a treat. I think she had enough yesterday. She doesn’t give up!

How’s Casper?

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@Captain24 @MissGremlin

Quick update then I’m most likely heading to bed soon.

very bad night last night with very little sleep.

phone call from private number this afternoon (I don’t answer private numbers);followed by voice mail and emails. Psychiatrist getting in contact with me.

initial appointment with her booked for mid June.

she only does Telehealth appointments.

im not comfortable crying in front of anyone, hope Telehealth might be easier. Will be via zoom

online patient info completed.

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I hope you can some good rest tonight @Flutterbug9

That sounds good that you have an appointment. Telehealth feels a little easier to show emotion as you are not in the same room. All my appointments are Telehealth and I like that it’s from the comfort of my own home and I can dress however I want. I just make sure I have a decent top on. No bra and just pj bottoms! I feel more comfortable and relaxed.

Please rest and take care

Thinking of you

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@Captain24 haha Pix, she loves her treats 😂.

Casper is doing well, he's been a good boy taking care of me.

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