



yeah doubled that on purpose
hello Dreamy my friend (yes you may doubt my cvlaim at friendship in my absence)
absence on line anyway if only you could know how regular i have had you in my thoughts.
your right, i m noty going piss in your pocket. lifes a shit sandwich and its always lunchtime.
thats what we feel and believe when we look inward at all our ailments or judge ourselves cosmetically however it doesn't mean the world itself is noyt a beautiful place and full of wonder sometimes just laying back and watching the clouds can remind us of that if there's restrictions that stop us going to botanical gardens, coasts or parks and reserves.
i have found sleeping in past sunrise i missed so much beauty of the birds and earth waking with the sun.
very short window of serenity before the programming of society over runs it though if inner city..
please know when i was in my most isolated state your kindness helped me immeasurably at the kindness and affirmations you would tag me and others into regardless of your own dark moments.
you matter to me whoever you are, you are a real presence in my existance and i wish light shines upon you when you project so much out