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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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yeah doubled that on purpose

hello Dreamy my friend (yes you may doubt my cvlaim at friendship in my absence)

absence on line anyway if only you could know how regular i have had you in my thoughts.

your right, i m noty going piss in your pocket. lifes a shit sandwich and its always lunchtime.

thats what we feel and believe when we look inward at all our ailments or judge ourselves cosmetically however it doesn't mean the world itself is noyt a beautiful place and full of wonder sometimes just laying back and watching the clouds can remind us of that if there's restrictions that stop us going to botanical gardens, coasts or parks and reserves.

i have found sleeping in past sunrise i missed so much beauty of the birds and earth waking with the sun.

very short window of serenity before the programming of society over runs it though if inner city..

please know when i was in my most isolated state your kindness helped me immeasurably at the kindness and affirmations you would tag me and others into regardless of your own dark moments.

you matter to me whoever you are, you are a real presence in my existance and i wish light shines upon you when you project so much out

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hey @MissGremlin @AuntGlow @Chasingsunsets @heartathome @Bunniekins @AlwaysMyself

girl says to boy me or the bike,

thats it no ultimatum.

same girl rings friend in tears saying thats the biggest burnout i ever saw

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@REDLINEZ750 I love your post to D and the pics. 😍.

I also like your joke about the girl and the bike lol. Was that also an experience you have had in the past, with choosing the bike? If so, I can understand that -- its an unusual ultimatum to give... I wonder why they didn't like motorbikes so much that it was a no-deal?

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not yet @AlwaysMyself but im ready hehehe

great hearing from you and seeing that blue bear again, im off lAaptop again now next class 20 min

stay you hey 🙂

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, i appreciate you checking in.

How are you going?

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Hello @REDLINEZ750, it's so nice to hear from you, I think about you alot.

Thankyou for the beautiful quotes and the kind words, you always know what to say to make me go 'awww'.

I hope you are doing well my friend, take care of yourself ❤️.

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Hello @AuntGlow, I'm sorry i wasn't around yesterday 😞

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@REDLINEZ750 gee i have missed you! good to see you RED!!

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Hey @MissGremlin

Its good to see you.

How are you going?

How’s things feeling?

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@Captain24 I really don't want to go into things right now but for the moment I'm safe. I might talk about things later.

How are you going sweet?

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