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@Captain24 thankyou sweet, i needed that reminder ❤️.

Sometimes we need a little help in remembering things that help. I know I do when I’m really struggling. Just that little prompt to go ‘that’s right it helped before’

Im always here though.

How are you feeling now?

Afternoon @MissGremlin 😊

Hello @Chasingsunsets, how are you going?

@Captain24 sorry sweet I had to head out to the shops and I only just got back.

I'm feeling really hurt and i have tears. Knowing that I've upset someone here without even knowing what I actually did wrong. I'm thinking about deleting my account at the moment cos it hurts. (I'm safe)

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@NightFury wrote:

The problem is she knows she's gorgeous @tyme lol.

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Well, at least being gorgeous is the truth!

It's harder when they THINK they are something but they are not!

It's like my previous labrador. She THOUGHT she was small, and would do things little dogs can do like jump on your lap.. but then she realises she's not small at all!!!

I feel Luna brings you a lot of comfort?

It’s ok @MissGremlin. I don’t expect you to be around at all times!

I hope the shops were good.

Have you really upset them though or is it just what you think? I’m not trying to down play it but I thought I had really hurt you last night? I was angry at myself for doing it. I still am but you reassured me and are still talking to me.

I know the feeling of wanting to delete your account. In the past I have even emailed them to do it but got talked out of it as it was emotional talking.

I know it hurts right now, the feeling of upsetting someone. Is there anything I can do to reassure you that you are wanted and cared for on here? So many people talk to you and care for you.

@Captain24 the shops were ok.

I've definitely upset them, I just don't know how. You didn't upset me at all, that's why I made sure to reassure you.

Right now I'm just trying to calm myself down and think things through. I know there's people here that care, I just don't feel worthy of it. I've never felt like I belong anywhere and then I found the forums and it felt like I'd found somewhere that I did belong but I just don't know anymore. I don't feel like I'm able to give anything to the community. I'm safe, I'm just hurting.

I’m slowly catching up @MissGremlin, I loved Casper dressed as the snowman! Very cute! He’s doing really well with his stand command! He will get some great abs working on that command hehe. Well done 😊. Are you working on any other commands atm ?

big hello to @NightFury @Captain24 too 😊

@Chasingsunsets Casper knows many commands and can do most of them with a simple hand signal without me having to say a word.