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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Captain24 i actually slept last night, still don't feel rested though.

I'm not really sure how I'm feeling at the moment. I've had a cuppa though and put a load of washing in and I'm about to hang that up.

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Hello @Flutterbug9 my sweet, how are you going?

I get the feeling that I might have done or said something that's upset you in some way. If I have i sincerely apologise and it was never my intention.

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Bit of confusion on different thread plus last few days generally feeling overwhelmed @MissGremlin

Times when I go into shutdown

nothing you have said or done.

sorry I’ve given that impression.

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I’m so glad you finally got some sleep! @MissGremlin. I get the not feeling rested as you are so far behind but at least it was some. I’m a little relieved for you, hoping that this is a start of things to come. I know when I have had trouble sleeping when I start to get some sleep it kinda grows from there.

A load of washing is good. The hanging up part gets hard but you’ve got this. A cuppa sounds great.

It’s ok to not know how you are, I completely understand that and that’s why I keep busy so much.

Im just about to cook myself some lunch, I have been a little busy this morning as I have to drop the dogs off at 11 and then go to bed. Nightshift tonight. Shopping and cleaning. Also dinner prep.

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@Flutterbug9 it's ok sweetheart. I'm always open to talking about things if something comes across the wrong way or upsets/offends anyone in anyway.

Sending you hugs sweet, always here for you ❤️.

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@Captain24 last night's sleep was out of complete exhaustion.

I managed to hang it up. My cuppa was no longer hot by the time I drank it, my adhd brain got distracted doing things and I forgot about it.

Hope you enjoy your lunch and dropping the dogs off goes well. Fingers crossed you can get a good sleep before nightshift tonight.

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Good morning @MissGremlin

I see you got some sleep last night. That's fantastic news. I'm happy for you, my friend.

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, it was good to get some sleep but I really don't feel like it was enough. .

How's things feeling for you today?

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I totally get the exhaustion but that’s ok, some sleep is some sleep. @MissGremlin

Well done for hanging it up. I get the distracting brain! I’m sitting here in here instead of cooking lunch, I just only realise the pot of water is boiling, not sure how long it has been! Oops!!

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I'm not sure how things are here yet. @MissGremlin I accidentally slept until 10 am. I woke at 7, took Lu out to the toilet and then went back to bed. I woke up again at 10. So, I feel like I've wasted my morning.

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