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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i know it's alot sweet, but you'll get through it and we'll be here the whole time ❤️.

Resting until your appointment is a good idea. Yes you'll definitely need some energy to chase after your niece, so some yummy food and a juice i think sounds perfect. I hope staying connected here, having the TV on in the background and Luna at your feet helps to get through the anxious lead up. Just remember to breathe sweet and the appointment will be over and done with before you know it ❤️.

You're so welcome, always happy to help ☺️

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What have you got on for the rest of the day? @MissGremlin

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@NightFury i don't have anything on today. Things are feeling fuzzy and I'm sitting with some thoughts and urges (I'm safe). Thinking about maybe doing some painting or something like that.

Just remembered I have my counselling appointment at 2.15.

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Good luck for your appointment @MissGremlin

Some painting or something crafty might help you stay grounded? Or at least provide a distraction.

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I am so glad the universe gave you a win! Have you heard anything else? @MissGremlin 🫶

Oh, okay! Let me forward this information to IT.

I saw you have another fur baby - is this correct?!!

I hope you have had lots of puppy cuddles today hehe

Awww, same goes. 🥰

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Thankyou @NightFury

Maybe it will, it's worth a shot anyway. I just put some potatoes on for lunch. I'll cook up some mushrooms and bacon to put on top of them once they are ready.

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Oh yum!

I want to eat your lunch. @MissGremlin

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@AuntGlow i got a text message last night to say that someone would ring me tomorrow but I haven't heard anything yet.

Thankyou.

Yes it is, beautiful Stella has joined the family ☺️.

Always lots of puppy cuddles happening here.

How are you going sweet?

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@NightFury it will be a yummy lunch. Oh and can't forget the butter, cheese and sour cream on top ☺️

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I feel so anxious that I feel sick @MissGremlin only half an hour to go.

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