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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury awesome i can't wait 😊.

Oh this is actually perfect cos I can sort out doing Stella's registration aswell. I'm more than happy to give a gentle reminder tomorrow sweet 😊. Shame I can't scan her for you, I have a scanner cos of the service I volunteer for.

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What great timing then. It may take more than a reminder @MissGremlin I may need to be gently hassled. I have a mental block with this.

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@NightFury that's ok, we got this. We'll get it done together 😊. Well done for getting your license done though, I put mine off for ages in December cos I had to have a new photo taken 😂.

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In my mind, my licence was a necessity. @MissGremlin Luna's registration is too becaude my brain is telling me that they'll take her off me if we get caught...

But because it has multiple steps - I have to find her microchip, maybe take her to get it scanned, I needed to change my address on my licence so I have proof of address and I have to go in, do paperwork and pay for it. Lol. So...my heels have dug in.

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@NightFury well they definitely won't just take her away but there can be fines which I'm sure we'd much rather avoid.

Oh your brain is so much like mine, it's like many steps in order to do the one task and it all becomes too much. We'll tackle it one small step at a time tomorrow 😊

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I would rather avoid the fines! Yes!

It will also serve as a distraction from my appointment tomorrow @MissGremlin

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@NightFury me too!.

Oh you just reminded me that I have a phone appointment with my counsellor tomorrow at 2:15. So this is going to be a good distraction for both of us aswell as something we both need to do.

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It works out wonderfully then @MissGremlin

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@NightFury it really does. I'm going to do my bedtime routine now so we can do some Lego soon 😊

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Sounds good to me, even if we only do one bag today @MissGremlin then we've done something towards it.

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