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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin My sweet thwt soubds awful and very painful. Especially having two 😞 Do you have any pain killers? Any chance you can get an urgent GP appointment tomorrow for antibiotics?

I am struggling Dreamy. Very heavy feelings and thoughts. I’m at home. I can’t even do simple things right now. I don’t know how to improve. Nothing seems to work. Feeling lonely too.

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@Cuddlebear I've been taking pain relief as often as possible and I have antibiotics. I've been using clove oil and my wheat bag aswell but nothing gives any relief from it 😞.

I'm sorry you are struggling my sweet, i am here with you. Have you got Wilbur with you?

Here's some pics to hopefully make you smile my sweet.

   

 

 

 

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@AlwaysMyself Cats like to be too dog lol! One hiss and the dogs are off running in opposite direction. Cracks me up the bit about the donkey!

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@Flutterbug9 Hello lovely. How are you? I’m just catching up on posts.

I didn’t call Police as I find they can’t do much. I can’t move home the rental crisis is severe and emergency accomodation through services is literally all taken. It’s why so many women and kids leave a violent home only to live in there car.

If it happens again I’ll consider calling police. I just am too unwell for the energy it will take to go through the process.

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Hi there @Cuddlebear

Thank you for trusting this space with how heavy things feel right now. I’m really sorry you’re going through this. When even simple things feel impossible, that can be incredibly draining and lonely.

You don’t have to figure everything out at once. Sometimes the most you can do is get through the next few minutes, and that’s okay. Small steps count, even if they don’t feel like much right now.

You’re not alone here.

We’re glad you spoke up, and we’re here with you. You matter, even on days when it really doesn’t feel that way. 💙

@RadAcceptance20

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@Flutterbug9 How are you lovely. Did you get your first task done? Even if you got it partly done it’s still a good achievement.

I put that incident in the back of my mind and locked it up. It’s the only way I can survive it right now.

I’ve done nothing today. Just hanging out with fur babies.

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@MissGremlin Yes I have Wilbur here and kitty on lap. Need to prepare some dinner and keep putting that off. I’ll get there when I get to the starving stage.

I love the pics. Unicorns are my favourites! I even have a unicorn back pack!

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@Cuddlebear so glad you have Wilbur with you and a kitty on your lap. Doing dinner is sometimes so much effort, maybe you can find something easy to make but whenever you are ready to.

Unicorns are awesome, just like you are ☺️

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It’s a horrible situation that you shouldn’t have to go through. With police, same as lots of other businesses, it depends on the individual person.

dealing with heavy feeling and teary. I shared something on a different thread that has knocked me around more than I expected.

trying to watch DVD to distract thoughts, DVD not wanting to play. Have cleaned it yet still no change. Thinking it’s time to call it quits and go to bed.

I really hope there are no more incidents.

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Hi @Flutterbug9

sounds like the other thread made things feel heavier and agree- let's hope there are no more incidents.

I hope getting some sleep refreshes you and you can reach out again for community support.

Take care

Mindee 🙂

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