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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Cuddlebear Oh gosh, that sounds like it was a horrible thing to have happen to you l, my friend.

I'm glad you reached out here and want to say thank you to @RadAcceptance20 for holding that space for you and helping you to connect and ground.

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@Cuddlebear Im catching up on posts from this afternoon and saw your post.

Your feelings are definitely valid. sounds like that was a horrible thing for you to go through. Glad you have been able to get some help from a moderator.

Could it be worth lodging Police report?

AVO through the courts?

Moving to new home?

(No need to respond regarding any of these)

happy to know you are safe. Please be extra kind to yourself and (try) to take this easy for rest of the day.
happy to chat if you want to 🤗🤗

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@Cuddlebear, I am really sorry I have only seen you post now.

I am really sorry that that has happened to you today. Have you been able to let anyone know around you this has occurred? (Please know you don’t have to answer any of my questions). How are you feeling now? Let us know what we can do to help you tonight, you are not alone 🙏

Happy to be tagged whereever for a chat whenever. Thinking of you my friend and hope you have Wilbur close 🙏

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@MissGremlin As you may have suspected I missed your reply earlier 😜, hope your evening has been ok, haven’t lost any magnetic balls yet? Can you make it into all different shapes?

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Hey @MissGremlin how you doin over there?

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Yesss @AlwaysMyself @Indi loves to watch cats too!! The only time she wants to chase if they are clawing at something or decide to start running around haha.

But otherwise she is fine with cats!! Some cats are mean though she got lined up by one and got some lefts and rights didn’t do anything but cry didn’t even try hurt them, shes a gentle soul.

my old dog was fine with my rabbits but indi hasn’t met rabbits before i think she’d be ok! She was fine with chickens when we lived with some lol

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Hello @NightFury, I'm not quite sure. I'm not myself today 😞. (I'm safe).

How's things for you sweet?

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It's ok @Chasingsunsets. No haven't lost any balls. I've been separating them into colours, connecting them together to make them look like a rainbow bracelet, then just squishing them together again.

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Hugs @MissGremlin I've been all over the place emotionally...

But I'm lined up at the venue, waiting for the doors to open. I'm at the basketball. It's part of my New Years commitment to do something new once a month - to have a new experience once a month. But it's loud, there are lots of people and I got in trouble for walking in when the "doors aren't open yet." It's a lot. I'm overwhelmed and anxious and taking deep breaths and trying to drown it out by focusing on the forums for a minute.

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@NightFury thankyou my sweet.

I hear you, you are really doing so well to even just be there. Focus on those breaths and know that I'm here with you sweet ❤️

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