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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets oh that sounds a bit challenging trying to get the meds but at least you got them in the end. Damn those hoops, it's good exercise though 😂.

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😂😂 yesss we should have the best muscles with the hoops we have to jump sometimes got charged triple the amount too, the chemists are so dodgy like that, split supply and charged me the full amount crazy anyway better to feed the brain I guess 😂.

meant to write hurdles we have to jump but least it still made sense 😂😂

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@Chasingsunsets ugh getting charged the full amount for a split supply sucks big time. But I'm glad you at least have them.

Haha I knew what you meant 😂

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Yeah I just accepted it but don’t think it should be allowed. 😌

Im not up to much, been for a walk which has been nice, chilled in bed for a bit now may go for another walk later.

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@MissGremlin Yes it was a beautiful spot. I sat in the pier seat crying. Just despairing at where I’m at and she gave me a hug.

Im sorry the usual things that help you self regulate are not helping today. Does being here chatting help at all? How are all the animal babies? Have you watched anything lately that you enjoyed?


lol a hole in glass cause drink went too fast!

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@Cuddlebear awww my sweet, sending you lots of hugs ❤️.

It does help, I've sort of been a bit distant today though. I can manage small talk but nothing more at the moment. Casper, Zola and Birdie are all doing well. I've been watching Buffy and Angel which I always enjoy.

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@NightFury I’m glad you’ve found some things that work. I used to have things that worked but they’re not working at the moment. My body is in a shutdown and anxiety still there.

I do like fidget stuff they sometimes help. Do you have any favourite type of fidget things?

In some good news peer support starts up again tomorrow.

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@MissGremlin Oooh Buffy and Angel are good shows.

I haven't watched much of Angel but I have watched Buffy.

I’m glad all the babies are well.

Shows are a good distraction 🙂

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@Cuddlebear I've lost count how many times I've watched them now but I never get tired of them.

Have you got anything on tomorrow sweet?

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Hehe @MissGremlin the hole in the glass you had isn’t going to get old 😅🤭

thanks for the laugh again dreamy 😊

thinking of you all, take care 🙏💚 @Cuddlebear @NightFury @MJG017 @AlwaysMyself @Shaz51

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