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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets glad to be a source of entertainment 😂

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Haha @MissGremlin, you are always very clever and quick witted that’s for sure!!

Hows your night going?

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@Chasingsunsets it's not a good night for me, I'm struggling. Lots of thoughts and urges (I'm safe). I was doing my colouring but now I'm watching Angel and Buffy while playing with some magnetic fidget balls.

How's your night going?

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Ah sorry you aren’t having a good night @MissGremlin, those magnetic fidget balls sounds interesting! Are they new or a fidget toy you love?

My nights ok, feeling a bit better than I had been over the last couple of days. I also should be asleep thats ok not doing much tomorrow ☺️

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@Chasingsunsets they are new but I am enjoying them. I'm currently sorting them into colours. This was when I first got them. I have 2 sets of the coloured ones and 1 of just silver ones.

 

Glad you are feeling a bit better, hopefully you can get some sleep soon.

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Waiting for your pic @MissGremlin 😊, have you watched emily in paris ? Or not your thing haha.

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@Chasingsunsets I've never heard of it but I don't watch new things very often cos I don't cope with change.

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Ah fair @MissGremlin, series and movies don’t generally keep my attention but I managed to watch both sessions of it. Just finished the 2nd series. Easy watching which was good.

I’m still waiting on your pic 😜

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Ah the pic just came up! Oh cool so each ball comes off? I use to love the 4 balls on the string and you’d pick however many to hit the remaining ones and so on, you know the one I mean? Haha

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@Chasingsunsets it's always good when you find something that can keep your attention.

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