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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AlwaysMyself I'm no stranger to different time zones 😂. I communicate with people in the United Kingdom and Pennsylvania aswell as many other countries ☺️

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Haha a bit early 😂, never normally the quickest hehe as on holidays atm 😊.

ah you help animals too @MissGremlin!! So do I, I really enjoy it, haven’t signed up with anyone I just stop by anything I see injured or in my area always happy to help out as well as dogs that have got out out as if indi ever got out I would love for someone to keep her safe.
Here is a baby possum I rescued this was last year but she was really cute 💜

 

 

She made it to release 💜, here the bulldog clip is to stop her from inhaling the teet, they are attached to it and you do more damage trying to pull them off, so it’s just a waiting game until they drop it and accept formula. I’ll have so find some more pics of her and send tomorrow of when she was young but had grown hair 😊.

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It looks like the forum is getting quiet, and I am hoping that you are now out caring for your area's animals (a true hero) @MissGremlin , so i will retire to sleep.

@Chasingsunsets that is so caring of you to also look out for injured animals and their possible babes. What a cute possum, the poor thing - but i am glad you saved it and it was able to be re-released after care. I did not know that they attach to the teet and take a while to decide to release. The bulldog clip is a great idea for how to detach from the parent whilst they are still suckling on the teet. I had a coworker who came into work once with a baby possum they were caring for; it was so cute and small. They had to bottle-feed it multiple times per day, which is why they had to bring it into work with them (this was before the workplace was setup with laptops and allowed to work from home!).

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@Chasingsunsets awwww she is adorable 😍. I helped to get 2 dogs tonight but it was pretty quiet in my area which was good. Although there was a little fire in my street from a firework. I would normally stay out longer but hallucinations while you are trying to drive isn't a good combination so I called it a night. I'm tucked up safely in my bed now with Casper.

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, how are you feeling?

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Hello @ENKELI sweetheart, i just wanted to check in with you to see how you are going today. We are all here for you sweet, sending you love and hugs beautiful ❤️.

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Morning @MissGremlin

I'm awake, I made coffee, let Luna out for the toilet and now we're both back in bed. She's gone back to sleep beside me.

I think it was 2 am-ish when I calmed enough to get some sleep. I'm still tired.

How are you feeling?

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@NightFury i just made myself a coffee, fed Casper and took him out to the toilet. We are both back in bed now..

I hear you sweet, 2am is a late night for you. I hope you can get some rest today ❤️.

I didn't get to sleep until after 3am so i am tired aswell. Things are feeling so incredibly heavy this morning. The realisation that I'm still here is sitting funny with me, I'm not sure how to describe it (I'm safe).

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3 am? And I'm complaining about not getting to sleep until 2 am @MissGremlin I hope we can both get some rest today. I have no plans for today.

I, for one, am glad you're still here. I would be really sad and upset if you weren't. I can understand how it could be sitting oddly for you.

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@NightFury i drove around right after midnight to help look for lost animals for the service that I volunteer for so didn't get home until just before 2am. I have no plans for the day either so I definitely hope we can both rest.

Thankyou sweet, it means alot to hear that ❤️.

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