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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Shaz51 that flower is stunning 😍

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It's not going to be impossible @MissGremlin I think it's just gonna take time to find the right support.

@Shaz51 that's a stunning flower.

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thanks @NightFury , @MissGremlin 😍

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@NightFury but time is something I'm worried about (I'm safe). This service is one I've never been referred to before so I was hopeful but yet i haven't even met with anyone only talked to them on the phone and already I'm being let down and it feels like they want to give up on me without even trying.

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@MissGremlin Gentle hugs

Is it even ethical for the services to refuse services on the basis of .. too complex ... surely that is all the more reason... to get help.

@Shaz51 @NightFury @Cuddlebear @AlwaysMyself

Hope you are doing reasonably ... my mood is a bit better but I was very very low for quite a while.

I guess we just keep on keeping on...

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@MissGremlin You do matter, are beyond than worthy and you are literally loved by people who want to see you get the support you deserve. It’s your human right. You deserve the help and need it which is why you’ve been referred. They need to process the referral and should apologise for their disgusting conduct. I’m sorry the person on the phone was mean but I hope you were able to say you want the referral processed. I’m very angry at them for causing you more trauma. That’s not ok. It’s very unfair.


When I first went to the mental health and Wellbeing local the women at the counter said no I don’t qualify. I said well I have the referral I do qualify and she was forced to do the intake. I never had to deal with her again. The local had been good but I’m being exited soon due to demand. 😞 That’s going to cause a crisis for me I think. But I intend to go back and say well I’m registering again because the funding you get says I can come back as many times as I need.

I’m glad you did some Lego thwt is good. It’s ok the roast can wait for another day. If you can get something easy in your tummy thwt would be good.

I am very proud of you for today taking in the call and doing the Lego and looking after Caspar and a snake! I’m so scared of snakes! I wouldn’t hurt them but I also can’t hold them lol! 😂

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Appleblossom is right, that feels pretty unethical to me. @MissGremlin @Appleblossom

Hugs @MissGremlin I wish I had more answers for you, I'm sorry. But you deserve help and I know how it feels to be made feel as if you're too complex, or as if you can't be helped.

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@Appleblossom I’d say unethical and they have a duty of care too.

Im so glad your mood is a bit better. That really is good news and gives hope that getting better is possible.

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Thanks @Cuddlebear

Did you end up eating something? I try and keep food low stress.

@NightFury @MissGremlin

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Thankyou sweet @Appleblossom ❤️.

I guess it's maybe a matter of them not being qualified enough to help me, at least that's what others try to say about it.

I'm glad you are doing a bit better, sorry your mood was very low for quite a while.

Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️.

Haha i love that quote, never gets old seeing it 😂

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