Battles

@NightFury oh I completely get how you were feeling, that's what happened to me that's why I left so quickly. I'm still feeling fuzzy and my head hurts but I'm hoping I can make a cuppa soon and that things will settle.

I'm not sure what happened @MissGremlin I felt myself get anxious while we were doing our Lego and then I guess I git hit with physical symptoms too. I'm okay now. I feel better after a nap.

@NightFury i hear you sweet, it's frustrating when it hits out of nowhere.

I am proud of you for allowing yourself to rest though and I'm glad you are feeling better after your nap.

@MissGremlin Hello lovely. How has your day gone?

Did you make the roast?

How was the call from that service? Any Lego doing today?

My days been uneventful and just trying to live with the MH chaos. It’s finally cooled down which is at least something.

@Cuddlebear i didn't make the roast as it was too overwhelming.

The phone call hurt, it was bad news. Then she tried to talk me into cancelling the referral. It feels like I don't matter and like they don't want to help me. It makes me feel so unworthy and like I don't deserve to be helped. (I'm safe)

We did a little bit of lego and then we both took a break and had a nap.

I hear you on trying to live with the MH chaos, you are doing well sweet and I'm proud of you for pushing through.

Im signing off now for the evening @MissGremlin @Cuddlebear @NightFury @Shaz51 .

Wondering where you got up to in the gremlin lego? But no need to answer unless you want to - and not when tired.

Glad to hear it has cooled down a bit for you @Cuddlebear . 😊. When is the next day under 30 degrees predicted for you?

@AlwaysMyself hope you have a lovely evening sweet ❤️.

We completed bag 2 today, then decided it was time for a break ☺️.

@MissGremlin Wow a young python is still amazing. I used to hang out with the pythons when I volunteered at the zoo. We also had a blue tongue lizard and a long neck tortoise as a kid, so I am not specicist against reptiles! lol

Referrals are difficult. Sorry it is delayed and was upsetting. It really isnt as easy to get the help as some people think. So much bureaucracy... I had lunch with a lovely friend social worker. I do know there many who care about their work. Fingers crossed it works out for you.

@Cuddlebear @AlwaysMyself @NightFury @Shaz51

ohhhh thinking of you tonight and the rest of the week my friend xx @AlwaysMyself

@Appleblossom , @MissGremlin , @Cuddlebear , @NightFury

@Appleblossom I've always loved snakes and other reptiles. Going back a few years ago now I had geckos and 2 blue tongue lizards, also had frogs aswell ☺️.

Getting help is proving to be impossible for me, I'm constantly told I'm too complex, I'm like I didn't choose to go through the things I've been through. Having lunch with your social worker friend sounds lovely. Thankyou sweet, i just want to get the help i need.