It doesn’t matter, it’s just life and it becomes normal @MissGremlin
My babies are the only reason I’m alive. If it wasn’t for them I’d have been gone a couple of years ago.
I was mowing my backyard in March and I was mowing along the fence line in shorts and things and happened to look down and there was a brown just centimetres away from my foot! Turns out it was 2 metres long! I rushed inside and locked my babies in. They weren’t allowed outside unsupervised for a really long time!
All I can do is wait. I’ve had complications from the recent surgery and now I’ve been put on hormone meds that can cause severe depression! Along with the hormones in the IUD they inserted. It’s just a mess.
I usually sleep ok except coming off the last nightshift. A couple of weeks ago I struggled with sleep but less sleep had my energy levels higher. I think I had mania.
Im sorry sleep isn't happening for you. Nightmares must be so hard to deal with. I hope you are able to find some peace with them soon.
Thanks @AlwaysMyself. I’m going to disappear. My psych now calls self care ‘maintenance’ but I haven’t done anything today other than sit on the lounge. I’m going to have dinner soon and then go to bed.