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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @MJG017, hope things are going as ok as they can be for you ☺️.

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Hi @MissGremlin

I'm just trying to get this whole time of year over with. You know how it is. I hope you're getting through as well.

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@MJG017 oh I hear you, I'm quite over this time of year. Doing my best to get through but I'm struggling. (I'm safe).

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@MissGremlin I’m glad you are going to have something to eat. That’s really good.

Do you want to tell me what help looks like for you? No pressure.

I too find it hard without peer workers and the recovery club is not in again till after 19 January.

Do the peer workers support on forums or do they also reach out say via email etc? I’m not exactly sure what their full job is.

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@Cuddlebear i managed a couple of mouthfuls and Casper enjoyed a bit aswell.

As for what help looks like for me, I'm not quite sure. All I know is that right now I feel the safest place for me to be is in hospital but I can't do that, so I'm just doing my best to keep myself safe and connected here.

It feels like such a long time away still.

They do most of their work on the forums and behind the scenes but they do check in emails when it's necessary.

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@MissGremlin

I get it. I'm struggling as well. Very unmotivated to do much of anything at the moment. Happy days! 😉

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@NightFury Very good. I like YouTube lots of stuff to watch and it’s free too.

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@MJG017 i get that. I managed to make food, have a shower and do my dishes and now I'm struggling and want to nap. Sending some awkward no touchy hugs your way ❤️.

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@MissGremlin I’m glad you had a little bit and I bet Caspar was very happy to share too. These labs just love the food.

I have never been in the hospital. It terrified me to be honest. I’m also not willing to be parted with Wilbur. He is allowed in hospitals just not sure how safe psychiatric ward would be plus needs to toilet and I’m scared they won’t let me out. I am however indebted to you for the love and support you have given here. Also to @AlwaysMyself @Flutterbug9

Tillogram who have shown a lot of patience, support and understanding plus the peer support people @Appleblossom …

I know it’s harder right now but I hope having me here is helping. I’m not a professional just a forum person but I hope that I’m helping.

I didn’t know peer support also can email for check in. I don’t know much how all the forum stuff works.

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@Cuddlebear labs definitely love their food.

hospital scares me too but I also know that I need help. But it's not an option cos I have noone to help with Casper and the other pets. I'm so glad I can be here for you and I'm incredibly thankful for all yours and others support here.

Having you here definitely helps my sweet, thankyou ❤️.

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